Day 7 and Day 8 :)

Day 7 (Wednesday)

hai sian thought today can slack at home but suddenly received call to go down work at nl. no choice go down work but for the money its ok ba. crowd was terrible again. in the end, mavis, jon and me did admin work all day lol. and we talk cock as well. ate small noodle for lunch. not bad i like :) but emo agn. nothing much @ work also. time flies very fast cos we gt admin work to do always. think they know we nothing to do anyway. in the end sign 1 only sad. i drank koi again. wanted 25% sugar in the end become sugarless. i think still acceptable even though mavis thinks it sucks. oh manage to psycho mavis to buy an ip4 hahaha!

went upstairs to keep things @ 9pm. not bad even though they know only 1 they still treated us eat chocoloate cupcakes made by their patient. knn worst shit i've ever eaten. sucks like hell. lol almost died of poisoning. after eating we 3 faster siam cos dun wanna take same lift as them. they still smiling but i bet they cursing us in their heart lol. after that was dinner. went to eat pontian. haha very nice as usual but portion small. went home after dinner, slept early cos too tired le :( looking forward to tmr when u come home.

Day 8 (Thursday)

today you're finally coming home. but have to wait till 12am for you to come back and unpack. think by that time sammy knock out le lol. today went to sim to pay school bills. before that went to buy a portable charger for $50! think its worth it cos they say can recharge an ip4 twice. dunno true ma haven tested it yet. now i can anyhow waste battery without worries haha.

sim got event. they playing stupid games in school. lol lame. maybe i old le dunno how to appreciate. met xy outside of sch smoking as usual. just hi and bye. i din shave and was wearing quite sloppily hahah! if u around i confirm kena scolding from u :( paid sch fees very fast. i realise sim take money very fast, the rest very slow lol. went home after that. i took 52 to marymount station and took circle line home. wanted to try a new method. kim told me about it de. in the end, found that it was about the same or faster by about 5mins depending on the waiting time. i watching movie on my ip4 so emo trip is quite ok. haha i love my ip4 :) reach home about 3pm. had lunch and dun feel like doing entries. think im dead. cannot finish le.. hopefully by the time u read this.. i would have completed it.

ok now just waiting for your sms while i do my entries.. hope u get back safely. can't wait for school to start...i think.. i wonder when are u gonna read our blog since it's been a long time we updated it..im guessing prolly 1 week??

Love ya many many many!

Sammy

My baby in China :(

this short blog is to let you know what sammy is up to while you were away in china. i miss u alot :(

Day 1 (Thursday)

received sms from you saying you are at airport flying to china le... not rly sad yet cos u still can sms sammy ma. then about 8+ you saying u going inside cannot talk liao. abit sad only cos not the first time ma. gone to work as usual at queenstown. ah di said my domo kun very childish :( think he dunno la.

was relieved you had a safe flight when u reach china at about 4+pm. can tell u are very excited to arrive at china. not missing u as much yet cos concentrating on my work. went home after work to have dinner cos very long neh go hm straight le. weijun jio me go out for dinner. had to decline cos mum wants me home early lol. got pple wanna buy my hammies so happy. but he said he going thailand and will contact me when he got back to sg..ok cool...i can wait

Day 2 (Friday)

start of a long weekend. was feeling cheery cos i can have the whole day to myself @ home. but i forgot mum at hm so got kena nagged abit by her for playing games whole day and doing nothing. lol i think u will nag at sammy too :( really enjoyed the gaming time sammy had haha seldom got this kind of chance. the weather was fine and sunny. good for a swim but too bad pool closed for the holidays or else i sure go swim -.-

Day 3 (Saturday)

today mum had to work so sammy rly spend whole day @ home. weijun wanted me to acc him to repair his comp but in the end cancelled it.. so sammy stay hm play games again... fell asleep after lunch on my soft bed with the air con on. weather was great and sun was shining brightly.. rly want to go swim but tooooo lazy hahahaha.

went for jovin's bdae party at about 6pm. met mas at jurong east mrt. late for 15mins as usual. luckily mas neh nag lol. went to IMM to buy additional presents for jovin cos more pple wanna chip in. jovin bf says she needs make up lol so we went faceshop see make up. realise the make up ther knn expensive.. our budget is like 50 only. in the end we went sasa to look for cheap make up. mas n me totally know shit bout make up. really wished u were there to help us :( in the end kim joined us and we finally chose something cheap and good. make ups are so expensive. girls rly need spend alot :(

finally arrived at the chalet around 7pm. not bad. quite nice as it is just beside the pool. the food sucks.. really bad.. no variety at all. yours was better lol. one fried lice, one fried bee hoon one fried noodles and one chicken wings.. no more. lol pathetic. dessert got fruit tarts and cheng teng. at least the fruit tart was good. then we cut cake at around 8pm. very organised the cut cake processed. not too many pple at her party also.. prolly bout 30-40? her cake was good. but i think yours still nicer. hers cost $50 a kg. she ordered 3.8kg and spent 200+ dollars. omg exxxx! luckily its nice. or she confirm emo.

took picture with the birthday girl. took more pictures outside as eleen brought her Polaroid camera. think xueyan got tag sammy. if u want can go chk out sammy photos k? :) we left the place about 10pm. long journey back. luckily got a few friends take mrt with sammy :)

Day 4 (Sunday)

mum went to work in the morning so sammy is left to do anything i want.. yaya happy! wanted to do some entries but rly lazy to start. so went to play games on my iphone and pc. then i started to miss nyo nyo cos nobody call sammy to nag :( i also cannot call nyo nyo to whine im bored.. hai what a boring sunday. in the end, i started doing entries @ 8pm lol. managed to complete 25% of it only :( went to bed early as next day still got work

Day 5 (Monday)

went to setup roadshow at 9am. very early lo. anyway it was set up @ 930am. so we end up talking cock. got me jon and a new guy. jon got a very horrible haircut and he was very emo bout it. we slack till 12pm then start work. crowd was very bad. they did not even stop and looked at our banners.. sad. sammy had emo pepper lunch alone:( but luckily pepper lunch tasted great. i ordered slice beef with eggy. yummy!

we gave up around 3pm then we talk cock again. in the end.. we had 0 sales. we closed up at 8.50pm then we go buy sushi. very cheap $1.20 only! we ate at our booth lol dun care. after dinner we went home. sammy go hm alone cos they both same direction de..emo :( tiring so fell asleep after showering.

Day 6 (Tuesday)

went to work but late 15mins. big neh neh called ask me where am i. she said nobody arrived yet. still ask me what time roadshow supposed to start. geh siao only la. turn one big round shoot me. si ah pui! knn 15mins only leh kao whats the hurry? met tiff at the bus stop. fucking bus very long then come. in the end we manage to get everything set up @ 11.30am. luckily clinic neh nag so much when they saw me walk in to take things. they still greeted me warmly. knn plastic like hell.

very hot weather nowadays so sammy sweat alot under the stupid sun. always got bring face towel there. today got docs come cos maybe they too stressed bout the 0 sales on monday. lol but all of them stayed like 30mins then they go up liao. cheh! must let them see how difficult our job is.. rly quiet. giant queue short also. drank koi today. had milk tea with coconut jelly. it was nice but it wasnt great. nothing special. sammy too full to go lunch after koi in the end i go giant buy chicken and eat only. i sat at the bench outside isetan and play my iphone lol.

sammy manage to sign 1 at about 7pm. heng ah break 0. after we closed up, we went upstairs to clinic. they heard that we got 1 only and i told them at least its better than ytd. they say yah! and smiled. knn inside they sure cursing lor. dun care also la. take my hourly pay can liao. go try also ma not say neh try. waited for hammy buyer to contact sammy but he neh.. so i guess he not interested liao.. asshole.. but hammy only 6weeks old.. so can still wait awhile see how. at most put cheaper lor when they hit 8-9 weeks old :(

finally tmr got a day off. maybe sammy go swim. hope im not too lazy :( ok will update u on day 7 tomorrow. going to bed. good nite my love :) muackkkkkkkkkzzzzzz

missing you like crazy
sammy

sammy's 27th lovely pics

Happy birthday to sammy!

Happy sweet 27 to me. 27? not old la. for a guy im still considered in my late teens. these couple of years, my birthdays have been spent with a special someone. yup. she's none other than my beloved baby. thanks baby for the wonderful birthday celebration. im sure in years to come, we will reminisce the things we did on my birthdays. thanks again for the memories. im looking forward to my 28th birthday. with you around, i'm not afraid of getting older.

the sun today was scorching. and yet.. we chose to spend the hottest time of the day in a forested area. it was tiring of course but im glad we made it. all 11km of the whole course! the scene at the bridge is breath taking and so is the one at the top of Jelutong tower. so glad we went there today. dinner was great too.. love every dish we ordered! and finally, the extremely chocolaty and sinful cake and ice cream. thank you so much. you have made my birthday a special one. my birthday is a classic example that a birthday need not have dozens of people in order to be meaningful. as long as i have you with me, everything is beautiful. looking forward to the pics we took. post them soon k? love ya so so much.

ever yours,
sammy

Happy 27th birthday, love

hello my sammy!!! happy birthday to u once again!! muacks!

As im typing this blog, my body is still emitting heat!! i swear! then now my legs are sour and i am tired! haha..yet i really enjoyed tdy's tree top walk with u ALOT! Cant believed we did a 11KM walk within 3 hrs hor!! haha..wad an adventurous Birthday for baby sammy indeed! :D

anyway, we both so fit and brave right! climbed and walked like thousands of steps, past by like 100 species of insects and animals and even met a silvery blue SNAKE dat i nearly stepped on it!! lol. luckily sammy your eyes so sharp saved me (:

woa, and how can i forget the tree top bridge!! it's so cool :) so windy and look down everywhere also green! haha. but e velvet leaves so irritating.. heh..and u forced me to go up dat spiral stairs to juletong top! lol. felt like i climbed to the submit of mount everest! but satisfaction gained!! lol

baby, nxt time we shall go again k? but we mus rmb to buy OFF insect repellent! lol. and we can jio more fit frens to go! :P

so, after leaving e kampong forest, glad dat we finally found a bus stop and hopped on to Toa Payoh! haha cilivalisation FINALLY. :) ate fish soup mee dat's forever my papa's favourite :)

sammy so good boy buy hp for ur papa. damn. i still wan to curse dat attitude bitch here and dat cunning shop. . eeww.

then, head on to Town for WARAKU de Heeren! which the BUTTER HOTATE almost bring us to tears har!! tasted like heaven can! im really glad i chose the right restaurant , baby (: and really happie to see u enjoying e food...money spent is worth it! :)

my ramen and ur beef set's also not bad :) but im rly a kuku hor. how can forget to put e garlic!! argh. still cant forgive myself for forgetting dat! damn. nxt time i go agn i will order same ramen and try with garlic! i dun care!

Lastly, how can forget dat super sinful - fattening DOUBLE CHOCOLATE cake at Ps Cafe!! omg. its rly sinful and my du du bulging out le la :(

tml mus rly diet le k baby? :x

sammy, once agn, i hope u like e handmade chorkboard and towels :) jacket's on e way k? i really feel bad to delay it ..

sammy, baby yi enjoyed everyday spent with u even if its as tiring as tdy! hope u feel the same way to.. and in yrs to come, i hope u will rmb wad a meaning and precious bday spent with baby yi.. love u really alot..

forever yours,

felicia

hellooooooo 2010!!

as we usher in a new year, previous chapters from 2009 are carefully sealed away in memories. be it good memories or bad ones, 2009 proved to be a challenging and eventful year for me. 2009 marks the end of my SP journey and I really missed it alot.... even till now.

yes, when one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us. Sure i'm an undergrad now at SIM. I'm supposed to enjoy varsity life right? wrong.. i hate it. somehow, it just does not feel like a school without my friends. and the curriculum really is terribad. I mean come on! 3 hours lecture per module a week? Students rush to attend lectures, after that, rushed to go home. somehow, it does not seem like a school to me. at least back in SP, I can still see students flooding the library, foodcourt, and benches outside LTs just to rush their projects or having small discussions. and the SP lecturers are actually tangible after lessons. here in SIM, lecturers become intangible after their 3 hour lectures are done.

Maybe it is because UOL programmes are 100% exams based so there are not many chances for students to interact. Bah! whatever! i know ranting isn't gonna help me enjoy varsity life. only i can help myself by thinking positive. oh please! spare me! that phrase is too damn cliche. if everybody can think positive so easily, there wont be people jumping off buildings and gassing themselves. and who will be out of job? psychiatrists probably. maybe the undertakers will see a drop in their business but Singapore is an aging population, i'm sure they will survive. i just want to get my cert and earn money asap as being a poor student really SUCKS ASS! being the ever disgruntled me, i'm 100% sure i will bitch about work on this blog next year!

my darling recently complained i've no aims in life. in my mind i was like.. no aims? seriously? i have got aims alright. having aims and actually achieving them are on a totally different scale. i can aim for the stars but what good is it when all i got are.. pollutants? even worst.. i may tear my arm muscle in the process of reaching for the stars. so is it better to aim for the stars and achieving crap or aim for crap and achieving stars? both seems bad to me, probably the latter will yield better results. the only tradeoff is you will have to think crap everyday and actually seeing results at the END. i think by that time, i will most probably get condemned by the whole world.

this will in turn lead to the next argument: why not aim for the stars and actually achieving them? now tell me, how many of your friends are actually high achievers? 1 out of 20million? nah im exaggerating. my aim now is as simple as getting a degree cert by 2011. It does not matter to me how i do it or what is my attitude towards achieving my aims. perhaps it matters alot to my darling. since i loved my darling so much, i am going to change my attitude towards this aim of mine. perhaps a little more drive in the process of achieving this goal. i will do it for myself and my own future and not solely for you only, i swear.

there baby! i said it and published it in black and white on the internet for the whole world to see. with the world as my witness, can you please stop ignoring me already? bad way to start a new year you know. not to mention the love deprivation and my withdrawal symptoms of not getting close to you. by the time you read this... hopefully you will feel cheerier. just wanna let you know, behind my nonchalant attitude towards studies, my feelings for you are always true!

Ever mine, ever thine, ever ours,
Sammy

my sammy is a man now!

dearest sammy..

i guessed you are working hard in the army camp now with the hot sun burning through your green soldier wear making you sweat like a bitch? lol. maybe not la hor? u must be jus slacking around now looking after your store..

so sad that you have to go reservist for 2 wks:( luckily they are nice enough to let u out for lectures. but so nice u no nd study for friday sociology test :( poor me still got to study test and go work dat tiring road show :( but for the MONEY go go fighting rite?

well, so sad that 190909 we cant celebrate our 16mths. but lets make it up the wkend aft this k?

missing you so so much !

here's as promise,

our recent pics!

p/s. i really duno which outdated pics i din post lei. sld be alot. here' r some for now k?

happy 14th!!

haha what a lovely day it is today. though its really tiring and im already whining towards the end, i still had lotsa fun! thank you dearie. these 14th month u had showed me how much someone could love me. thank you so much. without u, i would be so lonely. rest assure i will do my part and love u with all my heart in return. the following years while studying for our degree will be tough but i can guarantee u that it will be worth it. let's push on together! lova ya so so so much!

-always your lovely sammy

Lovely 14th MONTH ANNIVERSARY sammy !

dear,

these 14 lovely months spent with you, are the sweetest 14 months in my 20 years of life :> glad we re still going so strong .. and yes, going for the night classes seemed rly like 2 of us against the world and the darkness. it may be tiring. but i enjoyed it. really enjoying it (though especially more after class). its because i have u with me..

thanks dear. i guess this period of our life will be memorable in time to come is'nt it?

love you lots, sammy.

p/s: You are what i never knew i always wanted. thanks for coming into my life 14 months ago.

yours only,

felicia

R.I.P Michael Jackson

MJ passed away on the 25th of June 2009 at his rented home in LA. When i first heard the news from my mum, i immediately googled news of his demise on the net. only 50 years old, MJ left too early. i remembered as a boy, i used to save my allowance just to buy his tapes. i still remembered cassette tapes at that time cost $8.90. I finally get my hands on his Dangerous album in 1992 after months of savings. I was only 8 at that time and i got to know MJ through news of him on TV and his songs on the radio. i listen to his songs and immdeiately grew to like them. i went on to get his albums HIStory and Invincible once they were released.

im not exactly a huge fan of his.. just a casual listener of his songs and admirer of his fancy dance moves. MJ was always exciting to watch on stage. i wanted to go to his concert so much in singapore in 1993. but too bad the tix cost $125 for the most expensive seats (i think) and it was just too much for a 9 year old to fork out lol. Michael never did come back to Singapore to perform. Only for a brief visit in 1996.

despite many controversies revolving around MJ, he was still one of the most successful and talented artiste ever. I hope they release an album with most of his songs in it. and i will probably buy it in remembrance of the King himself. the only regrets i have are not able to watch MJ perform live on stage and not able to listen to his new songs again.

-samuel

PS: dearie, just wanna let u know more about my childhood memories of MJ. haha. quite sadden by his death ah. think it's a pity. he was really talented. oh well, such is life.

13 months already?

Feels so much like ytd. i'm so lucky to have met u and fall in love with u. thanks for loving me. every month i will thank u for your love. not because i got nothing to write but because right from the bottom of my heart, i really appreciate your love alot. ytd was fun even though we did not go anywhere. dinner was great but think we need to diet soon. haha!! my grad photo look like fatty bom2!! ok here's a poem for u as well =) :

Twinkle, twinkle little stars,
Just like ur sparkiling eyes I love.
Twinkle, twinkle little stars,
Love for you is higher than the skies above!

-Hugs and Kisses!
sammy

happy 13 months anniversary, sammy

Happy 1 year and 1 month anniversary sammy piglet!
one year and 1 months means 13 month already!!
thanks for being here with me all these while :)
this month passes real fast right.
cus we are both working hard (:
the coming month is certainly going to be challenging for us dear,
so we must jiayou ok? :)
love ya!

shall write u a poem since its our 13th month anniversary, here it goes:

sammy sammy is a pig,
he likes to play games, eat and sleep.
but he is nice to his dearie
because she is not a meanie :)

lol. ps. if it doesnt rhymes so well. night aint young haha

nights!

Happy Birthday to ME!

dear, thanks for the lovely bdae. the cake really super nice.. the food also. haha yah lah i know u gonna whine say i only like the food and not the arrangement made by u right? no lor! if no arrangement by u means no good food! xD thanks again for this wonderful bdae. i wana celebrate all my birthdays with u from now on ok?

thanks for the card and surprise card although the surprise card look very familar. abit like my idea leh =) im excited of going to SIM with u also. it may not be the best university, as long as our results are good, sure can find good job after we grad. so lets work hard k? i dun really sing well leh.. make me shy only. haha. dunno when u will read our blog de.. u always never check see i got write ma. Love ya lots dearie!! muackssss!!

-forever yours, samuel

happy belated birthday my sammy!

SAMMY .. 

i know im a kuku. rly didnt know u have updated our blog.  thx for your lovely post on our anniversary & sry for my slow-ness:)

and here, i wanna wish you, my dearly, a HAPPY 26 & 1 day old!! 

glad that u enjoyed yourself ytd with just me around you on your birthday right even though its a rly simple and no surprise bday right:D i knew it cus im so sweettt :)

erh but sammy, i still feel bad that i cant afford a proper present for u ytd :( i hope the nice dinner @ ms clarity, e bakerzin cake & my sugarly cards can amend it first ok":> wait for my present! soon soon k?.

dearly, ytd the songs you sang to me was really touching..or am i rly a crybaby? :( i duno.. i never knew i was such a crybaby :( always thought im a strong girl. why like dat?

still, i really like "i swear" sang only by samuel toh:) definitely a night to rmb..

Another 2 more months we are indeed going to enter a new phase of our life..

you know, normally by now, i think i would be rather nervous bout the school (UOL), the environment and the people that im goin to meet. afterall, its a total new place and life that im uncertain about. however, this time, with you beside me, i felt safe and comfortable. really (: but dear, if there's a chance that ur appeal to your ideal sch is successful, i will be very happy for u ok? 

sammy, I have confidence in you that in the near future you will be as successful as your frends k? have confidence in yourself k? lets rly rly work hard in UOL and earn alot of money then we can start our own business together k? i will wait for that day to come! really excited bout it. lets have it planned early k? im rly gg to learn some dishes after my work contract ends..then u are in good treats! ;p 

opps, yah i will post our super overdue photos up by dis wk k?  always have patience with me k? i love you dearly!

- always your dearie,

felicia

Happy 1st Year!!

365 days gone just like that! pple say in a relationship, 3 month is the honeymoon period. wad a load of bullshit! im still so madly in love with u and having tons of fun with u as i did 365 days ago. in fact, i feel that i love u more n more with each passing day. i can also feel ur love for me has grown a lot especially the last few months! =)

quarrels and arguments are inevitable in a relationships, but they are able let us understand each other better. im glad u like the card i made for u. sorry i did not get u any present due to budget constraint. i promise next year u will receive a big big present for our 2nd year anniversary ok? yes! im confident we will go that far.

i can see dear that u are putting in lots of effort into this relationship. i always try my best to make u happy too. im sure our relationship can last very long. =) im surprised u actually cried when i asked u to imagine life without me. silly girl! but this shows that u love me a lot and im glad! i will always take care of u like how u wana take care of me ok?

in a few days, i will be 26. im sad of cos as most of my peers are already paving their career. but its ok, i will catch up with them eventually. and with u, i will overcome every obstacles in my way!

although we did not manage to get into the university of our choice, im sure we can do very well in our new school too. a new chapter, a new beginning. let's not have any regrets again! study hard to a brighter future for the both of us. love ya so so much! muacks muaah smooch!!

-ever, ever yours
Samuel

Dearie! go to this LINK =) xD

http://artpad.art.com/?khx0b7jhpko
http://artpad.art.com/?khx0qf1ig6cw

http://artpad.art.com/gallery/?khx9kq3trkg (by dearie)

set the replay speed to fast. can u do it better than me? haha! i dun think so =) tell me which one u like ok? i think im talented xD

PS: To conclude, I (samuel) am the BETTER artist! =)

我只能爱你 woox4 :)

彭青《我只能爱你》

当你握紧我的手

我决定和你走

经历再多的挫折

也绝对不退缩

当河流都倒流

我还在你左右

一直陪伴你到时间的尽头

就算有一天

天和地都会分离

也永远不离也不弃

要和你在一起

呜~~~~~~~~~~~~

为了你 我可以

因为爱你我只能爱你

生命荡涤轮回里

你是唯一不忘的记忆

真正的爱过

才算真正的活过

爱你 从此绝不会放手

不曾褪色的承诺

比永久还要久

痛过哭过也恨过

从未想放弃过

莫问我要理由

爱就是我所有

今生来世你是不变的守候

就算全世界

都要来与你为敌

也还要紧紧抱着你

泪不会掉一滴

呜~~~~~~~~~~~~

为了你 我可以

因为爱你我只能爱你

只要为你我愿意

牺牲一切都不觉可惜

真正的爱过

才算真正的活过

爱你 从此再无他所求

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