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Day 7 and Day 8 :)

2010-09-16T21:09:00.003+08:00

Day 7 (Wednesday)

hai sian thought today can slack at home but suddenly received call to go down work at nl. no choice go down work but for the money its ok ba. crowd was terrible again. in the end, mavis, jon and me did admin work all day lol. and we talk cock as well. ate small noodle for lunch. not bad i like :) but emo agn. nothing much @ work also. time flies very fast cos we gt admin work to do always. think they know we nothing to do anyway. in the end sign 1 only sad. i drank koi again. wanted 25% sugar in the end become sugarless. i think still acceptable even though mavis thinks it sucks. oh manage to psycho mavis to buy an ip4 hahaha!

went upstairs to keep things @ 9pm. not bad even though they know only 1 they still treated us eat chocoloate cupcakes made by their patient. knn worst shit i've ever eaten. sucks like hell. lol almost died of poisoning. after eating we 3 faster siam cos dun wanna take same lift as them. they still smiling but i bet they cursing us in their heart lol. after that was dinner. went to eat pontian. haha very nice as usual but portion small. went home after dinner, slept early cos too tired le :( looking forward to tmr when u come home.

Day 8 (Thursday)

today you're finally coming home. but have to wait till 12am for you to come back and unpack. think by that time sammy knock out le lol. today went to sim to pay school bills. before that went to buy a portable charger for $50! think its worth it cos they say can recharge an ip4 twice. dunno true ma haven tested it yet. now i can anyhow waste battery without worries haha.

sim got event. they playing stupid games in school. lol lame. maybe i old le dunno how to appreciate. met xy outside of sch smoking as usual. just hi and bye. i din shave and was wearing quite sloppily hahah! if u around i confirm kena scolding from u :( paid sch fees very fast. i realise sim take money very fast, the rest very slow lol. went home after that. i took 52 to marymount station and took circle line home. wanted to try a new method. kim told me about it de. in the end, found that it was about the same or faster by about 5mins depending on the waiting time. i watching movie on my ip4 so emo trip is quite ok. haha i love my ip4 :) reach home about 3pm. had lunch and dun feel like doing entries. think im dead. cannot finish le.. hopefully by the time u read this.. i would have completed it.

ok now just waiting for your sms while i do my entries.. hope u get back safely. can't wait for school to start...i think.. i wonder when are u gonna read our blog since it's been a long time we updated it..im guessing prolly 1 week??

Love ya many many many!

Sammy

My baby in China :(

2010-09-14T23:47:00.005+08:00

this short blog is to let you know what sammy is up to while you were away in china. i miss u alot :(

Day 1 (Thursday)

received sms from you saying you are at airport flying to china le... not rly sad yet cos u still can sms sammy ma. then about 8+ you saying u going inside cannot talk liao. abit sad only cos not the first time ma. gone to work as usual at queenstown. ah di said my domo kun very childish :( think he dunno la.

was relieved you had a safe flight when u reach china at about 4+pm. can tell u are very excited to arrive at china. not missing u as much yet cos concentrating on my work. went home after work to have dinner cos very long neh go hm straight le. weijun jio me go out for dinner. had to decline cos mum wants me home early lol. got pple wanna buy my hammies so happy. but he said he going thailand and will contact me when he got back to sg..ok cool...i can wait

Day 2 (Friday)

start of a long weekend. was feeling cheery cos i can have the whole day to myself @ home. but i forgot mum at hm so got kena nagged abit by her for playing games whole day and doing nothing. lol i think u will nag at sammy too :( really enjoyed the gaming time sammy had haha seldom got this kind of chance. the weather was fine and sunny. good for a swim but too bad pool closed for the holidays or else i sure go swim -.-

Day 3 (Saturday)

today mum had to work so sammy rly spend whole day @ home. weijun wanted me to acc him to repair his comp but in the end cancelled it.. so sammy stay hm play games again... fell asleep after lunch on my soft bed with the air con on. weather was great and sun was shining brightly.. rly want to go swim but tooooo lazy hahahaha.

went for jovin's bdae party at about 6pm. met mas at jurong east mrt. late for 15mins as usual. luckily mas neh nag lol. went to IMM to buy additional presents for jovin cos more pple wanna chip in. jovin bf says she needs make up lol so we went faceshop see make up. realise the make up ther knn expensive.. our budget is like 50 only. in the end we went sasa to look for cheap make up. mas n me totally know shit bout make up. really wished u were there to help us :( in the end kim joined us and we finally chose something cheap and good. make ups are so expensive. girls rly need spend alot :(

finally arrived at the chalet around 7pm. not bad. quite nice as it is just beside the pool. the food sucks.. really bad.. no variety at all. yours was better lol. one fried lice, one fried bee hoon one fried noodles and one chicken wings.. no more. lol pathetic. dessert got fruit tarts and cheng teng. at least the fruit tart was good. then we cut cake at around 8pm. very organised the cut cake processed. not too many pple at her party also.. prolly bout 30-40? her cake was good. but i think yours still nicer. hers cost $50 a kg. she ordered 3.8kg and spent 200+ dollars. omg exxxx! luckily its nice. or she confirm emo.

took picture with the birthday girl. took more pictures outside as eleen brought her Polaroid camera. think xueyan got tag sammy. if u want can go chk out sammy photos k? :) we left the place about 10pm. long journey back. luckily got a few friends take mrt with sammy :)

Day 4 (Sunday)

mum went to work in the morning so sammy is left to do anything i want.. yaya happy! wanted to do some entries but rly lazy to start. so went to play games on my iphone and pc. then i started to miss nyo nyo cos nobody call sammy to nag :( i also cannot call nyo nyo to whine im bored.. hai what a boring sunday. in the end, i started doing entries @ 8pm lol. managed to complete 25% of it only :( went to bed early as next day still got work

Day 5 (Monday)

went to setup roadshow at 9am. very early lo. anyway it was set up @ 930am. so we end up talking cock. got me jon and a new guy. jon got a very horrible haircut and he was very emo bout it. we slack till 12pm then start work. crowd was very bad. they did not even stop and looked at our banners.. sad. sammy had emo pepper lunch alone:( but luckily pepper lunch tasted great. i ordered slice beef with eggy. yummy!

we gave up around 3pm then we talk cock again. in the end.. we had 0 sales. we closed up at 8.50pm then we go buy sushi. very cheap $1.20 only! we ate at our booth lol dun care. after dinner we went home. sammy go hm alone cos they both same direction de..emo :( tiring so fell asleep after showering.

Day 6 (Tuesday)

went to work but late 15mins. big neh neh called ask me where am i. she said nobody arrived yet. still ask me what time roadshow supposed to start. geh siao only la. turn one big round shoot me. si ah pui! knn 15mins only leh kao whats the hurry? met tiff at the bus stop. fucking bus very long then come. in the end we manage to get everything set up @ 11.30am. luckily clinic neh nag so much when they saw me walk in to take things. they still greeted me warmly. knn plastic like hell.

very hot weather nowadays so sammy sweat alot under the stupid sun. always got bring face towel there. today got docs come cos maybe they too stressed bout the 0 sales on monday. lol but all of them stayed like 30mins then they go up liao. cheh! must let them see how difficult our job is.. rly quiet. giant queue short also. drank koi today. had milk tea with coconut jelly. it was nice but it wasnt great. nothing special. sammy too full to go lunch after koi in the end i go giant buy chicken and eat only. i sat at the bench outside isetan and play my iphone lol.

sammy manage to sign 1 at about 7pm. heng ah break 0. after we closed up, we went upstairs to clinic. they heard that we got 1 only and i told them at least its better than ytd. they say yah! and smiled. knn inside they sure cursing lor. dun care also la. take my hourly pay can liao. go try also ma not say neh try. waited for hammy buyer to contact sammy but he neh.. so i guess he not interested liao.. asshole.. but hammy only 6weeks old.. so can still wait awhile see how. at most put cheaper lor when they hit 8-9 weeks old :(

finally tmr got a day off. maybe sammy go swim. hope im not too lazy :( ok will update u on day 7 tomorrow. going to bed. good nite my love :) muackkkkkkkkkzzzzzz

missing you like crazy
sammy

sammy's 27th lovely pics

2010-05-28T00:21:00.010+08:00

Happy birthday to sammy!

2010-05-27T23:41:00.003+08:00

Happy sweet 27 to me. 27? not old la. for a guy im still considered in my late teens. these couple of years, my birthdays have been spent with a special someone. yup. she's none other than my beloved baby. thanks baby for the wonderful birthday celebration. im sure in years to come, we will reminisce the things we did on my birthdays. thanks again for the memories. im looking forward to my 28th birthday. with you around, i'm not afraid of getting older.

the sun today was scorching. and yet.. we chose to spend the hottest time of the day in a forested area. it was tiring of course but im glad we made it. all 11km of the whole course! the scene at the bridge is breath taking and so is the one at the top of Jelutong tower. so glad we went there today. dinner was great too.. love every dish we ordered! and finally, the extremely chocolaty and sinful cake and ice cream. thank you so much. you have made my birthday a special one. my birthday is a classic example that a birthday need not have dozens of people in order to be meaningful. as long as i have you with me, everything is beautiful. looking forward to the pics we took. post them soon k? love ya so so much.

ever yours,
sammy

Happy 27th birthday, love

2010-05-27T23:40:00.002+08:00

hello my sammy!!! happy birthday to u once again!! muacks!

As im typing this blog, my body is still emitting heat!! i swear! then now my legs are sour and i am tired! haha..yet i really enjoyed tdy's tree top walk with u ALOT! Cant believed we did a 11KM walk within 3 hrs hor!! haha..wad an adventurous Birthday for baby sammy indeed! :D

anyway, we both so fit and brave right! climbed and walked like thousands of steps, past by like 100 species of insects and animals and even met a silvery blue SNAKE dat i nearly stepped on it!! lol. luckily sammy your eyes so sharp saved me (:

woa, and how can i forget the tree top bridge!! it's so cool :) so windy and look down everywhere also green! haha. but e velvet leaves so irritating.. heh..and u forced me to go up dat spiral stairs to juletong top! lol. felt like i climbed to the submit of mount everest! but satisfaction gained!! lol

baby, nxt time we shall go again k? but we mus rmb to buy OFF insect repellent! lol. and we can jio more fit frens to go! :P

so, after leaving e kampong forest, glad dat we finally found a bus stop and hopped on to Toa Payoh! haha cilivalisation FINALLY. :) ate fish soup mee dat's forever my papa's favourite :)

sammy so good boy buy hp for ur papa. damn. i still wan to curse dat attitude bitch here and dat cunning shop. . eeww.

then, head on to Town for WARAKU de Heeren! which the BUTTER HOTATE almost bring us to tears har!! tasted like heaven can! im really glad i chose the right restaurant , baby (: and really happie to see u enjoying e food...money spent is worth it! :)

my ramen and ur beef set's also not bad :) but im rly a kuku hor. how can forget to put e garlic!! argh. still cant forgive myself for forgetting dat! damn. nxt time i go agn i will order same ramen and try with garlic! i dun care!

Lastly, how can forget dat super sinful - fattening DOUBLE CHOCOLATE cake at Ps Cafe!! omg. its rly sinful and my du du bulging out le la :(

tml mus rly diet le k baby? :x

sammy, once agn, i hope u like e handmade chorkboard and towels :) jacket's on e way k? i really feel bad to delay it ..

sammy, baby yi enjoyed everyday spent with u even if its as tiring as tdy! hope u feel the same way to.. and in yrs to come, i hope u will rmb wad a meaning and precious bday spent with baby yi.. love u really alot..

forever yours,

felicia

hellooooooo 2010!!

2010-01-05T23:36:00.003+08:00

as we usher in a new year, previous chapters from 2009 are carefully sealed away in memories. be it good memories or bad ones, 2009 proved to be a challenging and eventful year for me. 2009 marks the end of my SP journey and I really missed it alot.... even till now.

yes, when one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us. Sure i'm an undergrad now at SIM. I'm supposed to enjoy varsity life right? wrong.. i hate it. somehow, it just does not feel like a school without my friends. and the curriculum really is terribad. I mean come on! 3 hours lecture per module a week? Students rush to attend lectures, after that, rushed to go home. somehow, it does not seem like a school to me. at least back in SP, I can still see students flooding the library, foodcourt, and benches outside LTs just to rush their projects or having small discussions. and the SP lecturers are actually tangible after lessons. here in SIM, lecturers become intangible after their 3 hour lectures are done.

Maybe it is because UOL programmes are 100% exams based so there are not many chances for students to interact. Bah! whatever! i know ranting isn't gonna help me enjoy varsity life. only i can help myself by thinking positive. oh please! spare me! that phrase is too damn cliche. if everybody can think positive so easily, there wont be people jumping off buildings and gassing themselves. and who will be out of job? psychiatrists probably. maybe the undertakers will see a drop in their business but Singapore is an aging population, i'm sure they will survive. i just want to get my cert and earn money asap as being a poor student really SUCKS ASS! being the ever disgruntled me, i'm 100% sure i will bitch about work on this blog next year!

my darling recently complained i've no aims in life. in my mind i was like.. no aims? seriously? i have got aims alright. having aims and actually achieving them are on a totally different scale. i can aim for the stars but what good is it when all i got are.. pollutants? even worst.. i may tear my arm muscle in the process of reaching for the stars. so is it better to aim for the stars and achieving crap or aim for crap and achieving stars? both seems bad to me, probably the latter will yield better results. the only tradeoff is you will have to think crap everyday and actually seeing results at the END. i think by that time, i will most probably get condemned by the whole world.

this will in turn lead to the next argument: why not aim for the stars and actually achieving them? now tell me, how many of your friends are actually high achievers? 1 out of 20million? nah im exaggerating. my aim now is as simple as getting a degree cert by 2011. It does not matter to me how i do it or what is my attitude towards achieving my aims. perhaps it matters alot to my darling. since i loved my darling so much, i am going to change my attitude towards this aim of mine. perhaps a little more drive in the process of achieving this goal. i will do it for myself and my own future and not solely for you only, i swear.

there baby! i said it and published it in black and white on the internet for the whole world to see. with the world as my witness, can you please stop ignoring me already? bad way to start a new year you know. not to mention the love deprivation and my withdrawal symptoms of not getting close to you. by the time you read this... hopefully you will feel cheerier. just wanna let you know, behind my nonchalant attitude towards studies, my feelings for you are always true!

Ever mine, ever thine, ever ours,
Sammy

my sammy is a man now!

2009-09-15T16:21:00.005+08:00

dearest sammy..

i guessed you are working hard in the army camp now with the hot sun burning through your green soldier wear making you sweat like a bitch? lol. maybe not la hor? u must be jus slacking around now looking after your store..

so sad that you have to go reservist for 2 wks:( luckily they are nice enough to let u out for lectures. but so nice u no nd study for friday sociology test :( poor me still got to study test and go work dat tiring road show :( but for the MONEY go go fighting rite?

well, so sad that 190909 we cant celebrate our 16mths. but lets make it up the wkend aft this k?

missing you so so much !

here's as promise,

our recent pics!

p/s. i really duno which outdated pics i din post lei. sld be alot. here' r some for now k?

happy 14th!!

2009-07-19T22:38:00.003+08:00

haha what a lovely day it is today. though its really tiring and im already whining towards the end, i still had lotsa fun! thank you dearie. these 14th month u had showed me how much someone could love me. thank you so much. without u, i would be so lonely. rest assure i will do my part and love u with all my heart in return. the following years while studying for our degree will be tough but i can guarantee u that it will be worth it. let's push on together! lova ya so so so much!

-always your lovely sammy

2009-07-19T00:21:00.003+08:00

Lovely 14th MONTH ANNIVERSARY sammy !

dear,

these 14 lovely months spent with you, are the sweetest 14 months in my 20 years of life :> glad we re still going so strong .. and yes, going for the night classes seemed rly like 2 of us against the world and the darkness. it may be tiring. but i enjoyed it. really enjoying it (though especially more after class). its because i have u with me..

thanks dear. i guess this period of our life will be memorable in time to come is'nt it?

love you lots, sammy.

p/s: You are what i never knew i always wanted. thanks for coming into my life 14 months ago.

yours only,

felicia

R.I.P Michael Jackson

2009-06-28T08:33:00.003+08:00

MJ passed away on the 25th of June 2009 at his rented home in LA. When i first heard the news from my mum, i immediately googled news of his demise on the net. only 50 years old, MJ left too early. i remembered as a boy, i used to save my allowance just to buy his tapes. i still remembered cassette tapes at that time cost $8.90. I finally get my hands on his Dangerous album in 1992 after months of savings. I was only 8 at that time and i got to know MJ through news of him on TV and his songs on the radio. i listen to his songs and immdeiately grew to like them. i went on to get his albums HIStory and Invincible once they were released.

im not exactly a huge fan of his.. just a casual listener of his songs and admirer of his fancy dance moves. MJ was always exciting to watch on stage. i wanted to go to his concert so much in singapore in 1993. but too bad the tix cost $125 for the most expensive seats (i think) and it was just too much for a 9 year old to fork out lol. Michael never did come back to Singapore to perform. Only for a brief visit in 1996.

despite many controversies revolving around MJ, he was still one of the most successful and talented artiste ever. I hope they release an album with most of his songs in it. and i will probably buy it in remembrance of the King himself. the only regrets i have are not able to watch MJ perform live on stage and not able to listen to his new songs again.

-samuel

PS: dearie, just wanna let u know more about my childhood memories of MJ. haha. quite sadden by his death ah. think it's a pity. he was really talented. oh well, such is life.

13 months already?

2009-06-20T17:53:00.003+08:00

Feels so much like ytd. i'm so lucky to have met u and fall in love with u. thanks for loving me. every month i will thank u for your love. not because i got nothing to write but because right from the bottom of my heart, i really appreciate your love alot. ytd was fun even though we did not go anywhere. dinner was great but think we need to diet soon. haha!! my grad photo look like fatty bom2!! ok here's a poem for u as well =) :

Twinkle, twinkle little stars,
Just like ur sparkiling eyes I love.
Twinkle, twinkle little stars,
Love for you is higher than the skies above!

-Hugs and Kisses!
sammy

happy 13 months anniversary, sammy

2009-06-19T00:01:00.002+08:00

Happy 1 year and 1 month anniversary sammy piglet!
one year and 1 months means 13 month already!!
thanks for being here with me all these while :)
this month passes real fast right.
cus we are both working hard (:
the coming month is certainly going to be challenging for us dear,
so we must jiayou ok? :)
love ya!

shall write u a poem since its our 13th month anniversary, here it goes:

sammy sammy is a pig,
he likes to play games, eat and sleep.
but he is nice to his dearie
because she is not a meanie :)

lol. ps. if it doesnt rhymes so well. night aint young haha

nights!

Happy Birthday to ME!

2009-05-29T22:14:00.002+08:00

dear, thanks for the lovely bdae. the cake really super nice.. the food also. haha yah lah i know u gonna whine say i only like the food and not the arrangement made by u right? no lor! if no arrangement by u means no good food! xD thanks again for this wonderful bdae. i wana celebrate all my birthdays with u from now on ok?

thanks for the card and surprise card although the surprise card look very familar. abit like my idea leh =) im excited of going to SIM with u also. it may not be the best university, as long as our results are good, sure can find good job after we grad. so lets work hard k? i dun really sing well leh.. make me shy only. haha. dunno when u will read our blog de.. u always never check see i got write ma. Love ya lots dearie!! muackssss!!

-forever yours, samuel

happy belated birthday my sammy!

2009-05-28T23:01:00.002+08:00

SAMMY ..

i know im a kuku. rly didnt know u have updated our blog. thx for your lovely post on our anniversary & sry for my slow-ness:)

and here, i wanna wish you, my dearly, a HAPPY 26 & 1 day old!!

glad that u enjoyed yourself ytd with just me around you on your birthday right even though its a rly simple and no surprise bday right:D i knew it cus im so sweettt :)

erh but sammy, i still feel bad that i cant afford a proper present for u ytd :( i hope the nice dinner @ ms clarity, e bakerzin cake & my sugarly cards can amend it first ok":> wait for my present! soon soon k?.

dearly, ytd the songs you sang to me was really touching..or am i rly a crybaby? :( i duno.. i never knew i was such a crybaby :( always thought im a strong girl. why like dat?

still, i really like "i swear" sang only by samuel toh:) definitely a night to rmb..

Another 2 more months we are indeed going to enter a new phase of our life..

you know, normally by now, i think i would be rather nervous bout the school (UOL), the environment and the people that im goin to meet. afterall, its a total new place and life that im uncertain about. however, this time, with you beside me, i felt safe and comfortable. really (: but dear, if there's a chance that ur appeal to your ideal sch is successful, i will be very happy for u ok?

sammy, I have confidence in you that in the near future you will be as successful as your frends k? have confidence in yourself k? lets rly rly work hard in UOL and earn alot of money then we can start our own business together k? i will wait for that day to come! really excited bout it. lets have it planned early k? im rly gg to learn some dishes after my work contract ends..then u are in good treats! ;p

opps, yah i will post our super overdue photos up by dis wk k? always have patience with me k? i love you dearly!

- always your dearie,

felicia

Happy 1st Year!!

2009-05-24T00:17:00.003+08:00

365 days gone just like that! pple say in a relationship, 3 month is the honeymoon period. wad a load of bullshit! im still so madly in love with u and having tons of fun with u as i did 365 days ago. in fact, i feel that i love u more n more with each passing day. i can also feel ur love for me has grown a lot especially the last few months! =)

quarrels and arguments are inevitable in a relationships, but they are able let us understand each other better. im glad u like the card i made for u. sorry i did not get u any present due to budget constraint. i promise next year u will receive a big big present for our 2nd year anniversary ok? yes! im confident we will go that far.

i can see dear that u are putting in lots of effort into this relationship. i always try my best to make u happy too. im sure our relationship can last very long. =) im surprised u actually cried when i asked u to imagine life without me. silly girl! but this shows that u love me a lot and im glad! i will always take care of u like how u wana take care of me ok?

in a few days, i will be 26. im sad of cos as most of my peers are already paving their career. but its ok, i will catch up with them eventually. and with u, i will overcome every obstacles in my way!

although we did not manage to get into the university of our choice, im sure we can do very well in our new school too. a new chapter, a new beginning. let's not have any regrets again! study hard to a brighter future for the both of us. love ya so so much! muacks muaah smooch!!

-ever, ever yours
Samuel

Dearie! go to this LINK =) xD

2009-04-11T10:04:00.005+08:00

http://artpad.art.com/?khx0b7jhpko
http://artpad.art.com/?khx0qf1ig6cw

http://artpad.art.com/gallery/?khx9kq3trkg (by dearie)

set the replay speed to fast. can u do it better than me? haha! i dun think so =) tell me which one u like ok? i think im talented xD

PS: To conclude, I (samuel) am the BETTER artist! =)

我只能爱你 woox4 :)

2009-04-08T15:44:00.002+08:00

彭青《我只能爱你》

当你握紧我的手

我决定和你走

经历再多的挫折

也绝对不退缩

当河流都倒流

我还在你左右

一直陪伴你到时间的尽头

就算有一天

天和地都会分离

也永远不离也不弃

要和你在一起

呜~~~~~~~~~~~~

为了你我可以

因为爱你我只能爱你

生命荡涤轮回里

你是唯一不忘的记忆

真正的爱过

才算真正的活过

爱你从此绝不会放手

不曾褪色的承诺

比永久还要久

痛过哭过也恨过

从未想放弃过

莫问我要理由

爱就是我所有

今生来世你是不变的守候

就算全世界

都要来与你为敌

也还要紧紧抱着你

泪不会掉一滴

呜~~~~~~~~~~~~

为了你我可以

因为爱你我只能爱你

只要为你我愿意

牺牲一切都不觉可惜

真正的爱过

才算真正的活过

爱你从此再无他所求

love@changi sailing club & random pics

2009-04-05T23:42:00.009+08:00

hope we can find a job soon!!

2009-04-05T23:16:00.003+08:00

hi dearly,

its has been rly quite awhile since i write a proper entry rite? im so lazybony hor :(

haha and i bet while im writing this entry, you are already sleeping soundly like a piglet cus u hasnt reply my sms! :O

so it has been about almost 3 weeks since i came back from cambodia..so fast rite..thx agn for blogging about ur daily stuffs here when i was there! and hai i dun wan to be separated away from u so long again liao ok? nxt time we mus go every long trip tgt hor..? but dear..you noe i rly quite miss the people and culture in Cambodia..its like everyday can be so relax and slowpaced..

oh no suddenly im missing those kids that i taught in cambodia especially the cute narong boy i told u rmb? :(

Anyway dear, i really hope that both of us can find a job soon lei! if not its hard to survive is'nt it?its like No job= No money= No shopping= No entertainment= BORING life ! :( so from tml onwards we mus rly start to hunt for many many jobs le okies? then we can have very good wkends after we start work :)

Ah hah! den we can go eat at e Saizeriya agn! and i wan to eat the real Rib steak nxt time ok? and it will be my treat! haha i hope by then i can pass my basic theory and we can have a great celebration on 19th May 09 !! yay dear!! how nice rite? !

woa but now back to reality, i promised i will not anyhow spend money le k? cus i have no money to spend aniway! haha..and start to save so that we can have a vocation b4 we go uni hor?

Hai dear..duno if we can go into e same uni anot hor..somehow i got a feeling we wont be tgt in e same uni ..but lets hope for e best bah?

kk im ending here..

- millions love, Felicia

tracks of my tears

2009-03-27T23:00:00.002+08:00

With Courtesy:
People say I'm the life of the party
Because I tell a joke or two
Although I might be laughing loud and hearty
Deep inside I'm blue
So take a good look at my face
You'll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer, it's easy to trace
The tracks of my tears...

Outside I'm masquerading
Inside my hope is fading
Just a clown Since you put me down
My smile is my make up
I wear since my break up with you..
So take a good look at my face
You'll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer, it's easy to trace
The tracks of my tears..
I need you, I need you

Day 14 xD

2009-03-21T11:03:00.002+08:00

Day 14: yayy! dearie u'll be back home today. home sweet home huh? i hope u bought me nice stuffs. trevor asked me to go msia with them next week. so far syak,azmi,yang xu, ernest and him going. he says never call girls cos girls ma fan! haha. kinda agree to a certain extent. anyway the trip cost about SGD$200 inclusive of transport, lodging and other expenses for a 3D2N trip. will be going to KL and suway lagoon. not going le cos i no money. partly because u wont be going also.

thus, this post conclude more or less how my life is without u for the past fortnight. very boring, very otaku, very sian! anyway, since u come home le, we can go out again and start to look for a job. or else, i really will be chased out of house le. =( i'm not going to tell u that i detailed my everyday activities on our blog as i wana see when u will find out yourself. it's meant to be a surprise! i'm guessing probably 3-7 days. anything longer then.... u are a kuku liao. haha! i know u have loads to tell me. cya on sunday k? have a good rest today. 1 hour flight wont have jet lag ba? =)

-loving ya so, so much, samuel

Day 13

2009-03-20T23:03:00.002+08:00

Day 13: Today was gym day. very long never go gym liao. so training was quite tough. gotta build up momentum again. after meeting trevor, i went to deposit the cambodia trip money. lol yeah i waited till now then bank in. and.. guess what, i forgot to take my card after depositing the money. hai im so muddle headed. guess im really old le? worse is after gym then i found out that my card never take. the bank is just beside the machine and i went in to find out whether anyone has returned my card. but to my dismay, nobody is honest enough to return my card. wtf? these people not helpful at all la. they want my card for fuck? they know i will cancel straight ma. then use my card as wad? bookmark ah? or use as ruler?

just as well, i have to replace my debit card which was damaged anyway. but cannot do at bank, must call them up. lol. luckily no need pay. the bank officer tell me must pay $10! then when i call they say free. tsk! lack of internal communication within departments. very bad! how to provide good customer service? anyway, i have to wait till next week then can get my new card. after that i went homw to continue my job as otaku. =( you're coming home soon! few hours more =)

-lots of love, samuel

Day 11, 12 =)

2009-03-20T00:07:00.002+08:00

Day 11: today is results day! haha super nervous! i slept at 10pm and woke up at 12am to check email hoping to get results but dun have. so i went back to sleep. 2am wake up again to check still dun have! as u can tell, i'm super nervous. the suspense almost killed me! so i woke up at 5am to check again. finally! the results are here! then i found out that my results are super good and i jumped up and down at 5am in the morning going crazy in my room! i even stared at it for a minute to confirm it's my name, admin and the correct results! i was really happy that my b2b can get an A consider the fact that i just passed CA1! wow! but i was disappointed that my CSB only get B. hai! still, my results were really good huh?

i was hoping to get into honour roll as that has been my wish since year 1. let's hope the last sem of final year, my wish will happen. i think if James know about my wish he'll be like "siao meh? honour roll only ma. i every semester also have. sian la!" btw, my sem GPA higher than him for this semster! haha!! dear dont worry, yours also higher than his. hahah! i was being mean to james over msn ah. hoho!

after checking my results, i helped u and mas check. wow! even helping u girls check i also nervous la! i see mas results 1st cos i wana save yours for last! then i saw her reults i sian 1/2. lol! she disgusting la. aiyah dun say le. she always consistant. then i go see ur results and was also very happy. u got almost the same score as me and also has a chance of being in honour roll!! let's hope both of us can make it then at least got one piece of honour roll to hao lian! my parents are happy for my results especially my dad. my mum was like " why din get all A??only 3 ah?" lol! dear, im patiently waiting for your return so we can go celebrate belated 10th month anniversary and our good results!

i saw xiao mao at 930am. so early she's up liao! miracle! found out from her that she got read our blog. she very kpo right? busybody cat! haha! (ps: xiao mao! dun be kpo la. i know u reading this! =)) her results think not bad also. glad that everyone manage to do well. happy ending to our poly days. xiao mao jio me go clubbing with her that day. hai! dear u not around xiao mao wana flirt with me liao! HAHA! (xiao mao! pissed off ba??!! xD) but i never go. feel that im too old to club. =( then trevor and syak called me to check their results cos they playing soccer. they din do too badly. think got improvements also. i most of the day playing games, anime and staring at my beautiful results!

Day 12: today is our anniversary dear. but too bad u're not with me. i stayed home again whole day. gonna become otaku soon! when will u be back to save me from the otaku monster? was still excited bout my results. went to sas to check again see whether the results got change ma. heng, dun ahve. lol. think im going crazy. what a boring day. at night i watched documentary. it was about eating food at poor and dangerous places.

the host went to india and he ate field mice there. they show how the villagers catch and cooked the mice. they just roast it over the fire, then after cook le dig out all the intestines then just eat. i almost died watching. host say taste like chicken as usual. everytime pple eat weird things all say taste like chicken. after the show, i watched American Idol. those nag mohs can really sing! unlike sg, lack of talents. sad! just 2 more days till u finally come back! what a long wait! haha. really happy to see u soon! love ya loads!

-yours truly, madly, deeply, samuel

Day 8, 9 and 10 xD

2009-03-17T20:18:00.004+08:00

Day 8: today is a sad day. my mum was upset cos dad has been spending alot of money lately. so she scolded him. and i, was caught innocently in the crossfire. not the 1st time le. so i was damn super pissed off and i joined in the argument. my mum was very angry and she said im useless and if im capable i should just shift out of the house and survive on my own. yeah sure she was pissed when she said this but hell it hurts. nobody in my family understands that i just finished my exams like 3 weeks ago? and i've just served the nation for the past week so what's the hurry? i din even have my diploma cert yet! wtf? hai i was really very sad when she said that. my family knows how to make me feel damn useless. my mum still cooks and washes for me. but i dun really dare to eat her food cos who knows when she'll make noise again. lol i still eat la of cos. im actually very low maintenance de ma. i dun take money from them, at most electricity bill and internet only. i can dun eat de leh. i can settle my own meals. i can dun go out also. stay at home whole day so i wont have to spend a single cent. so why keep me pressured as if im spending most of their hard earned money?

dinner was bad. i mean the food is good but the mood is bad. sis quarelled with ray again. over money matters i heard. hence who kena again? me. she keeps nagging at me to get a job blah x100! then she comapared me with her friends la my peers la. sibei sian de. makes me feel useless again. then she kept saying that she worked 16 hours a day non stop just to feed both families. she said she facing alot of stress at work. then fucking quit! stop giving urself so much bloody pressure. we are not really super duper poor right? mum suggested to cut down on the allowances given so sis can relax abit. then suddenly, the arrow pointed to me again. sis told me i am old enough to be a father. blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! i din say i wana be a father right? other pple be father is their business wad. anyway its a fucked up dinner. even mum told me that she dun like the atmosphere. u shld see ray and sis face, black like charcoal. the only happy person is my dad lol.

dear, i know money is important. if next time we happened to be together always, let's not quarrel over money k? i dunno what will happen but we must sort things out as peaceful as possible k? it's really not easy to get married. take my sis for example, they seem to be always quarelling. i dun wan that to happen to me next time. is life really that hard like what my mum and sis say it is? or are they fussy and want more in life? all i know is im really skeptical about my future =(

Day 9 and 10: on these days, i stayed home all day of course. nobody go out with me without u around =( spent whole day playing game, anime and tv. mum cooks for me to eat. haha saved alot of money! went jogging on day 9. found out my stamina lousy le. hai. have to re-train. sian la! dear i watched tv then they showed evelyn tan and darryl lim's new house. it was super huge!!!! 3 story house! then only stay 4 people only. but got 1 more still in stomach so it will be 5 in the future =) i envy them alot ah. so rich at such a young age. will i be as successful as them in a few year's time? won't be easy but u only live once right? make the best out of life =)

dear tmr is results day le, ive been thinking about them whole day. then i will feel nervous de. think im gonna break down soon lol. dun have u to take my mind off such things ah. will die! anyway good luck to both of us yeah? dear, my army pay is $69 instead of $40 leh! haha very happy. treat u to nice meal when u get back ok? i miss u lots dear! just 4 more days and u will be back to my side again! time flies!~ im excited to see u! =)

-missing u like siao, samuel

Day 5 ,6 and 7 =)

2009-03-14T23:07:00.007+08:00

Me: was forcing myself to smile for the camera =(

Day 5: today was spent emoing at home as it is the day of booking in. was depressed the whole day. dreaded going to camp and spending a night there at the godforsaken place. watched anime and played my games to cheer myself up. was trying to tire myself out so i can fall asleep imediately after i booked in. guess what? i fell asleep for 1.5 hours at about 4pm! =( after i got up and started to prepare to book in. super sian! dinner was mum's leftover cooking as i dun wana eat so full book in. i left home about 730pm. 2 full hours before book in timing. haha! wont be late le so i slowly walk to the mrt. grabbed a copy of new paper for the journey to camp was super long (boon lay)

i reached camp about 9pm. had to walk a dark road to my camp. they really shld put some street lamps there. although it was only a short distance, it was still depressing as just beside is the forest. of course im not scared ah. just depressing cos everything is black. after that i went to the toilet to pee. the toilet was damn dark also. light sensor toilets so it was pitch black till i stepped inside. there were alot of xiao qiang also. different colour, different sizes. never seen sp many xiao qiang before. i was all alone peeing in the huge toilet with so many mirrors facing me.thank god i din see anything or hear any1 coughing in the toilet. haha. i went to my bunk and found out im alone again. the rest haven booked in as it was still early.

so i changed into my sleeping clothes and lie on my bed staring at the ceiling. then i decided to read my library book. haha i got bring lor! then the bunk started to fill up after 930pm. after reading for an hour, i decided to sleep. but i could not of course =( i was lying on my bed thinking of u.. then u sms me le =) the guys are making alot of noise and the lights are all turned on. hai! how to sleep? finally everyone settled down at 12am and i fell asleep at 1230am.

Day 6: my alarm went off at 6am and i got up to prepare for the day training. was feeling happy as it was also the end of camp. breakfast was shitty as usual. we had fried kway teow, coffee or tea. sounds nice? its not. tasted bad. nowhere near hawker centre de. totally different. dry and tasteless lol. the tea wasnt that bad though. after breakfast, i proceed to draw arms (collect weapon from store). sibei sian. fall in was at 730am. then the officer brief us on the day's events and we were off!

we gotta walk about 1km to the training area. first event is individual and group combat movement course. it was to train us on how we react during war. basically, we must run through the whole 500m course with helmet, webbing and rifle. during the course, we must simulate actual war conditions. the sergeants will throw smoke bombs and thunderflash (boom sound only when exploded) to make it looked like war. during the run, we must cover fire for each other. each group has 6 pple. one hide behind trees, or lie belly flat on ground to shoot at enemies, while the others run forward to charge at the enemies. oh! we were given blanks to fire as well. blanks are plastic bullets with the explosive sounds only. its not a projectile so as long as u dun point in front of someone while shooting, its very safe.

we have to cross over obstacles and throw fake grenades through windows. it was really, really tiring! if it was the last time me, think i died liao. one of the obstacle was to crawl through a really narrow tunnel. . inside the tunnel got abit of water. nb! after crawling my whole body wet le! the next station is to crawl under barb wires. the ground is muddy..then my body wet...then u can picture how i look when i finish the course lol. it was about 11am when the first training is done. about half of the 40 people gave up after the 1st training. lol!

the 2nd and last part of training is to dig a shellscrape. its basically like a shallow grave to protect u from bullets and bombs. it was not easy to dig. our tool is so fucking small! somemore after the run i so tire le! i dig and dig and my shellscrape damn ugly! no shape de. cos i not really sure how to dig nice nice ah. they also never teach. so i really digging grave liddat. in the end, no choice gotta ask the guy beside for help as his shellscrape is very pro. luckily he nice enough to help me form the shape. to make things worse, dig halfway liao.. it started to rain. lol. morale becomes -200. we only got an hour to dig and the officers will come check after time's up. those who din pass must dig again. luckily mine can pass! =) i thought finish liao can finally go back have lunch. but.. knnbccb! have to fill up the grave again. stupid right? dig liao then fill up again. fill up is easier but it's tiring also ah! all these while u gotta wear helmet and rifle while dig. sux to the core!! after everything is done, we gotta walk 1km back to camp! knnbccbbbb! was really really tired!

after reach camp, it's clean up, lunch then prepare to go home liao =) i had lunch at about 1pm. lunch was bad of course. but im freaking hungry and i dun care le. i had fried rice, sambal fishball and vege for lunch. desert was bor bor cha cha. only the desert nice =) the cleaning up was sucky also. my whole uniform,boots,body,face and rifle was caked in mud. i roughly cleaned myself up then faster go clean my rifle le. we still have to make sure all our equipment are cleaned and not lost then can return. by the time everything is over, it was 4pm liao. i din bathed. haha no time la. luckily i got a clean set of uniform to change into.

my camp mate booked a cab and sent me to the nearest mrt station (pioneer). he very nice hor? its a malay uncle. i never talk to him de but he randomly asked me where im going. he say if i stay west he could send me home. how nice =) anyway, pioneer mrt is better than taking bus to mrt. wah! first time at pioneer mrt station also =) luckily got seat for me if not think i will cry. wont faint ba. just cry lor. when i get home, its already 530pm. i was so happy to be home! but my work did not stop there. i still gotta clean up my dirty uniform and webbing. my mum told me to soak the muddy things i pails and she'll handle them. my mum is so nice. i say i can handle myself cos its really very bad condition my stuffs. but she said its ok =) after that it was shower time. when i shower, then i found out that i suffered a number of small cuts, bruises, blisters and insect bites. not very very painful. just irritating as it is not just one but a few. the most painful de is the blister on my palm from digging the shellscrape. when i squeeze it, still got liquid come out. dunno what is it lol!

my dad bought chicken rice for me and i ate it together with my mum's cooking. haha. that meal tasted so good! after watching tv/anime, i fell asleep after u sms me about 12am.

Day 7: today was spent recuperating my body. i woke up with body aches all over. wow! its like going to gym =(. my dad went to visit my grand aunt who had senile dementia. she used to take care of my dad when he was young as my grandmother died when my dad was only 2. she had one leg amputated due to diabetes and she could not recognise anybody. my dad was very sad. life is so fragile. my grandaunt pratically is waiting for death. she staying at ren ci hospital and is 70 years old. she cannot eat also gotta feed through tube. hai so sad, life is so fragile. must really cherish what we have. everything must cherish.

nothing much happened. it was a boring saturday without u. luckily got condor heroes and guess 3 to look forward to. i ate 3 full meals today. yong tau foo in the morning, you ji mian for lunch and nasi lemak for dinner =) delicious!! dear i really miss u alot. rong er also like to take care of guo jing and today she sayang guo jing alot. kinda reminds me of u =( 7 days till u come back! i miss u laaa!

- always yours, samuel

Day 3 and 4

2009-03-11T22:14:00.005+08:00

Day 3: the day started at 5.30am for me. yup! it's the day when i have to serve the nation. how i dreaded this day! what a waste of time and effort. not to mention.. money also. i managed to get my contacts in within 10 mins. haha. getting better yeah? i left home about 645am cos i slowly take my time to eat breakfast and change, thinking i will be in time. the whole journey took 1hour 30mins because my camp is in boon lay. still gotta take a bus at boon lay interchange. i arrived camp at 815am. but i din get into trouble as it was the 1st day and eveything was quite chaotic.

the first thing the RSM (name for discipline master in army) saw me is to ask me to get a haircut. i was like wtf? he told me thre is a barber in camp and i was to get a haircut. he said my hair behind is too long. knnb! i already cut liao! what more he want? for your info, RSMs are usually very cb and like to make u feel lousy the whole freaking day. just imagine a mean looking indian guy with moustache breathing down ur neck. the freaking barber charged me $5 just to shave a bit of my hair off. knnbccb. ripped off! guess im destined to forgo my cheap $3.80 haircut =( after the haircut, was the issuing of army equipment then the briefing starts. i was told that i cannot go home. i thoght i can go home leh so i din bring anything at all to camp! no clothes, no toiletries, nothing! knnb!! so after the briefing i told them that my dad needs to take his medicine due to his condition, which was true, then they allow me to go back for 3 hours after my shooting at 3pm.

the main objective of this whole bloody training was to learn a new weapon, the Singapore Assault Rifle 21. so the 1st lesson was to learn how to take apart the whole weapon and to put it back again within a time frame. yeah, stupid and lame but necessary. then we learn how to unload, load weapon and what happens if weapon fails to fire. boring stuff. oh my class strength is about 40 made up of all kinds of super random pple that would never, ever get together if not for army. ages from early twenties to 30++. speak hokkien, malay,chinese, indian, different occupations all sort of pple.

after the lesson, it's time for lunch at 1130am. lunch was shit bad. dry chicken drumtick, tasteless soup, soggy vegetables and tasteless mash potato which looks as bad as it tastes and barley syrup. i ate a quarter of everything then i threw everything away. after lunch is rest at bunk. my bunk is a complete shit hole. dunno how humans can sleep there. dirty,dusty, cramped and full of mosquitoes. luckily got fresh bedsheets and pillowcase if not.. sian. luckily only need to spend one night there.

we have to walk about 800m to the shooting range in our helmet, rifle and webbing (army vest which is used to put things like ammo, switchblade and all that shit). it was fuck hot lol. i sweated like there's no tomorrow. then finally! the shoot commenced at 1pm. we were given 12 bullets to shoot and must shoot in 3 positions. each target will be up for 4 secs before going down again. within the 4 secs must shoot or consider miss. basic tactics are involved which was taught during BMT. hold your breath when shoot, steady your hands etc to prevent ur aim from going off. quite easy if u get ur techniques right. my shooting rate was about 60-70% not too bad. haha. those who fail must shoot again! lol damn sian.

then after i finish shooting, i was allowed to go home. i rushed like a mad man to get home so i can make it back in time for the night shoot at 6pm. i managed to make it back in time thankfully. the night shoot started late. because must wait for sky to become dark. this time, we were give 8 bullets to shoot. no time limit on targets so it is much easier than day shoot. the weapon got a laser pointer to point at targets to shoot so its really easy. but.. suay suay my stupid pointer abit siao siao. told my instructor he said its ok.. knnbccb! think he fucking stupid. but nvm, being the pro shooter i am, i manage to score 60-70% again without the stupid pointer. its really dark ah the place. no lights at all to simulate actual darkness. the targets will have a dim red light blinking then if u hit the target, the target will burst in red light. and u can also see where ur bullets are going due to the explosives in them. looks damn cool. but trust me, when you're the one shooting, you wont get to enjoy this sight. cos u're focusing on the target and cursing everytime u miss (maybe it's just me). only when u watched others shoot then got this view.

finally, everything ended at about 9pm. but it's not over yet. we still gotta pack up and go for a body search. to make sure we din kope the bullets home as souvenirs. siao meh! for wad? body search very basic ba.. just take out everything in pockets can le. the the sergeant will come briefly tap your pockets la blah blahhh. then the instructers say will random pick 2 guys for full erach. means more thorough search ba. then knnbccb suay suay kena me. i was cursing in my heart. ccb! i have to take out EVERYTHING la. so fucking troublesome. luckily never strip search lol! after that, it's debrief.

my course is broken down into 2 parts. one is just basic SAR21, the other is got addition weapon to learn. im under the basic course only. so the intructor says basic course de can book out that night cos we already finish our shooting liao. i was like SIMI LAN JIAO? NOW THEN SAY?? KNN LAH. sometimes i really dunno how the army works. first they din say must stay overnight so we can prepare, then in the morning THEY ALSO NEVER SAY CLEARLY THAT NOT ALL MUST STAY BACK! still, im glad i can go home =)

after that it's not over hor. we still gotta clean our weapon because it's covered in carbon. its not easy to clean. every nook and corners must be free of carbon. siao! we spent about 1.5 hours cleaning the stupid rifle. by the time we are allowed to go home, it was already 1110pm. the stupid bus came about 1120pm and i rushed to get on cos last train is at 1136pm. the others either take cab, drive or ride motorbike home. only i alone take a bus. i cannot fucking believe how pathetic i am lol. i reached boon lay at 1130 pm and run like a madman to the mrt station and manged to get on the 2nd last train. i was so happy to get home at 1215 am. i fell asleep right after i showered. less than a day only i missed my house liao. i missed u alot too and always look at our photo in wallet. i dunno anyone there and only managed to talk to one guy who is 35 years old. quite ok la the guy.

Day 4: it started lazy, i woke up at about 9+ am and did my usual anime, gaming, breakfast blah blah. after lunch, i went to beach road again to buy some of the army stuff needed for friday's lesson. on the mrt, i saw an ang moh couple. guy tall and handsome, girl tall and pretty. think both models cos they carrying file with model company name. but the language they speaking was difficult to speak. think it was german. the aunty sitting beside them has the " WOW! Knnnbccb! wtf u all talking???" expression on her face oh! after 2 years + of shifting house, i finally got my address changed! YAY!! since it was at lavender also..why not? my little trip ended in an hour which i went home and watched tv and continued my mundane life without u =( i missed the time when u will usually call or i will usually call u to chat or whine =( and my hair now very short =( im going to bed le. tmr i have to book in at 930pm. was happy u called me but it's not enough. i wana talk to u longer =( absence makes the heart fonder.. how true

-missing u like crazy, samuel

Day 1 and 2

2009-03-09T22:12:00.006+08:00

dearie, time seemed to be creeping past me. it's been only 2 days since u were gone but it feels like eternity. i wanna write blog everyday so i can share with u my day even though u're not here with me. =)

Day 1: well, i spent most of day 1 sleeping as i did not sleep till 8am. after the prata breakfast at 6am, me, syak, yang xu and trevor wanted to play LAN till 1pm, then go for KTV near trevor's place. however, we found out that LAN was expensive and changed our minds. having nothing to do, we fell asleep on the floor of the street soccer court till 7am before we took a bus home. trevor was building cards tower by himself and did not sleep. oh and yangxu and me peed near the trees cos we very urgent lol. i was glad that we went home cos im really sleepy.

i slept till 12pm after which i ate lunch. then after playing abit of my game.. i fell asleep at 2pm again. i woke up at 6pm and it was time for dinner =) what a piggy day it was. the rest of the evening was spent watching tv. i watched how rong er took care of jing ge ge and i think of you. =( i also watched unexpected access where it is an episode on how they treat kid who needed cosmetic surgery due to sickness or accident. they really show the surgery process which was really cool! there is a boy who was burnt on 90% of his body due to a faulty air con which dropped onto the carpet, setting it in flames which burnt the bedroom including the boy. to make things worse, he accidentally held on to some live wire and was electrocuted causing his fingers on his right hand to be so badly burnt, they have to be amputated =( think he was about 4 years old only.

they show him when he was changing his bandages. he was crying so hard and his wounds are very red and horrible. hai so sad la. i almost cried. then u called me at 11plus. was very surprised to receive your call as i did not know u will call me so fast. when i hear ur voice i realize i really miss u alot =( too bad the conversation was short but its better than nothing.

Day 2: it was my grandfather's death anniversary. so my whole family excluding my sis went to my grandma place to pray. my uncles and aunties were there as well and they cooked alot of delicious food! =) i was looking at the food all day and finally the prayer session is over! some of the food include roast chicken, roast duck, roast pork, braised duck, chicken wings, popiah, curry chicken, fish, vegetables! haha! i feel hungry even as when im typing this. my cousin was there as well. after lunch, he took me to a place to cut hair. guess how much? $3.80!!!!!!!!!! 26 years of my life and this is the cheapest i've cut! even cheaper when i was just a small boy! $3.80!!!!!! haha very happy. it was a promotion to celebrate their 10th outlet. too bad it's in hougang. nice salon too. $3.80 for all hair lengths! my stylist is a butch. she told me about her lesbian gf and i almost died. i showed her ur pic on my hp and she said u looked like a model. =) after that i went home with my parents at about 3pm. luckily is take cab to and fro or i will die.

when i reached home, i go try to put on contacts again. after poking my eyes several times for 15mins, the contacts finally went in!! was so happy! by then, both my eyes are already red and watery lol. after dinner, i spent time playing games, packing my stuff for army and watching campus superstar. benita was out as she got the lowest score. i dun think i can stay to see the result show at 1130pm later as i gotta wake up at 530am tmr for army =( this time, they want to eliminate 2 contestants. one from the lowest score, the other lowest votes. i was typing this blog as i watched perfect cut. sky and his round round gf went to that time we went the bridge near harbour front. hai.. reminds me of u again. =( dear everything around me reminds me of u. come back to me soon ok? take care of yourself over there. haha i know la.. u only can read this after u're back from Cambodia. but still must tell u to take care. only 12 days till u return... really miss u dear. ok .. gonna sleep le. will dream of u. tell u more about my day and army in the next few days! =) good night dearie! love u so so much.

-always yours, samuel

glad u like everything i planned

2009-02-16T13:36:00.004+08:00

hello dearie. im at ur house a i filled in the latest entry of our blog. u are sorting out and copying my notes for exams. haha! my trusty prettie organiser, what will i do wthout u? dearie, i had funon v day esp the picnic. although we dun have proper mats, no picnic baskets or nice fruits and drinks too, i still enjoyed myself thoroughly. i think im such a talented cook and u, a talented baker =) nice weather too, abit hot till we decdied to get out of the sun. oh and a stupid bird shit on our poncho! #@#@! bird. dear think u are a bird shit magnet leh

dun worry bout the lost photos k? next picnic will be better and more well planned. and of course, more good food! it will not be long, i promised =) everything which is planned especially for u requires bit of effort on my part. im glad u like them and u felt that it's the best bdae u ever had. this v day will be memorable of cos, im sorry i din get u flowers. will grab some for u next year ok? u must b feeling very stressed cos my bdae coming and also our 1st year anniversary on the same month!

dear u always never fail to make me smile with ur cute actions and always let me fall in love with u all over again with the love u've showered upon me, and ur prettie face. thanks alot darling for putting up with my rubbish and giving in. i love u so much! good luck for exams as it is the final lap already. dun be too sad bout cambodia, we have plenty of chances to go overseas tgt in the future =)

always ur valentine,

samuel

happy belated Vday!

2009-02-15T22:01:00.002+08:00

hi dear! As promised, im here to update on our blog! finally had some time to write haha.. and fyi this will b a long entry as i have been wanting to type down all my fond memories with you this month here..

Shall start with my twenty birthday earlier this month on 1 february :)

So, the best birthday of my life started off by sammy dear appearing outside my house with 2 cutie hamsters and a guitar! haha i was v.surprised u noe. cux really din expect u to buy hamsters for my birthday let alone turn up with them outside my hse as i thought we had already plan to go sentosa for breakfast.. haha..thx dear for ur efforts and most importantly trusting me dat i will be able to take care of the hamsters:)i hope i will!
& over lunch, we had thought of 2 cute names for our hamsters which is dou dou & tiao tiao!*cheers!
oujisan u are so funny and cute when u suggest to name them mickey and minnie laa-.-
kk, afterwhich we finally headed down to Sentosa for our cable car ride! it wasnt that fun and excited i thought it would be cux the ride oni last for like less than 20 mins uh and its so expensive! e stupid man cheated us laa:( but still we did have fun in sentosa island making wishes upon the tree, taking empty red packets and admiring the nice colourful flowers right! :) it was rly fun being ard with u dear..

it was about 4 plus when we went back to vivo and buy our hamsters' drinking bottle cux my mama observed that dou dou tiao tiao nvr drink water..she very cute hor? And sammy suggested to go ECP for dinner! haha u know actually i was thinking how come u suddenly so weird wan to go all e way to ECP. So i rly din expect to see Trevor, Yangxu, Shyanne, Mas and birdnest to be there at the BBQ..was rly shocked and touched.. haha e funny thing is i already saw Mas! i think she is a damn good actress and u r a damn good actor!! :)

i rly rly appreciated everyone there, especially you, dear for spending so much time, efforts and money for my bday..i really flet bad that u spent so much..and i can only say thank you :)

fun always pass fast, the night ended quickly with us playing ard with fireworks and eating those yummy bbq:)

*oh, also wanna thanks my sec frends (if u are reading) for coming to celeb on bday eve and giving me dat expensive present:) sry to let u guy spend so much...thx thx!!!

kk now its ytd on my 1st Valentine's day with you

the sun didnt shine down well early in e morning cux of the light drizzle and it makes my mood a'lit blue, luckily by noon the sky got brighter and we can continue our plan!! so it was me and Oujisan's first official picnic at Botanical Gardens!! haha i think we were quite noob hor? we din even had a proper mat so had to use poncho:( we also dun have basket nor icy fruit juice:(
but still dear was so nice, he made special delicious fried rice and my fav prawn eggs for me! i really like it dear and i appreciated your efforts..but i was also veh sweet cux i bake super sweet cookies!
ohh sorry to keep whining :( but dat time i was rly feeling hot,itchy and thirsty:( haix and sorry for losing those photos we took ytd too. all my stupid cam's fault :(
finally we left botanic garden for dinner at soup spoon! but after dinner sth bad happened, sry once agn dear, will nvr do this to u agn:( hope u will only rmb all the good times we had ytd those we tasted suan tian ku la..and i rly like u alot k?

Okies, i shall end here and go study for exams le! work hard ok? shall post all our pics asap after exams!! i Love u lotsa sammy dear!!

- your valentine Always, Felicia ^^

sammy huggy :)

2009-01-24T00:45:00.003+08:00

sammy dear..

i guessed you r chatting with ur friend 'wine' now? haha im bored! dont feel like doing any projects or work. lol. im a slacker .... jus like u!
so, it has been rly quite sometime since i update our blog..missed out the xmas, new yr and my perming hair entries:( but nvm .. we will have more xmas and new yr to come, aint we? shall this blog last us that long har :)
dear..i like my perm hair alot except for the fringe..haha..pui2 said im sexy lol. well, u din waste 5 hrs waiting for me at the salon..

qing ai de..i think u r right. these few days im having my pms :( felt pissed easily. sry for complaining at u..i felt bad. thanks for making me laugh still..
you know, when u told me that u bet IF we rly broke up one day, no other person, except you, can stand my temper.. i felt rly sad. do i rly have rly dat bad temper and will we break up? & actually these 2 questions are whirling my mind:(

anyhow. 1st feb is coming again & im nineTEEN GOING TWENTY liao! im getting worried actually. its like in 5-6 yrs time i might get married and i will have to build a family of my own le! u had seen my bedroom. hai. i admit its messy but say its not very messy..cuz i think im still you de jiu de..
urh so im scared nxt time i cant handle a house:( ohh u know. im so glad dat u finally seen my mama! is'nt she cute? :) she cant tell u 25.

lunar new yr is approaching dear.. hope u will receive many many ang baos k!
im slping. hope i'd post agn soon. nights lovely-

- Also yours, and only yours always, felicia

Happy 8th month!

2009-01-19T21:43:00.002+08:00

hi dearie! its our 8th month today. i din notice any diff today as compared to any other day. not because our anniversary isnt meaningful but everyday spent with u is as sweet and lovely that is as though its our anniversary everyday! this year chinatown not very lively right? probably due to recession and maybe its a weekday so abit disappointed. maybe we go too early le? nevertheless, i still enjoyed going stall to stall trying their sample.

thanks for bringing me to go eat nice porridge. luckily we managed to find a seat quickly. dearie, i like the card u made. haha. i loled at the words cos i think u very cute. remember this year's new year resolution k? cos we will be having the same resolutions. maybe with the both of us praying hard, it will come true quickly!

cny coming le. i cant wait! all the goodies and ang paos! dearie i think my financial situation not that bad. luckily got the part time job to sustain. even though the fat pig is such a stupid bitch, it is good money. dearie i hope u like the bdae celebration i planned out. promised me u will like it k? cos i really think till my head burst le! cant wait till ur bdae. i hope we have fun. happy 8th month my darling. you will always be the one who loves me the most and sayang me the most! really really am thankful for u!

-always, always yours, samuel

pic of delicious food!

2008-12-21T21:43:00.006+08:00

ahahha! this is what we cooked that day at my place. the tau suan is tasty although we made a mess of the place. i dun have the pics of the tau suan eh! my porridge is just as good as always. thanks dear for preparing the ingredients! aiyah dear, u always post the ugly pics of me on our blog leh!! dun make me post ugly pics of u also lorr! =)

school starts soon =(

2008-12-21T21:19:00.003+08:00

aww dearie! i dun wan school to start la!! hai time seems to fly so fast when im having fun with u. really had a special 7th month. (i still think 7th month sounds like hungry ghost festival xD) din know there is such a nice place near vivo city. although it us a simple dish, i really like ur hotdogs and eggs. very nice. nah maybe i was hungry at that time. haha din eat lunch after my gym lor. so the eggs and hotdogs is just what i needed! thanks alot dearie.

i really like the shoes u gave me. my mama said that i should give u a red packet so i will not run away with another girl cos u gave me shoes! haha! superstitious lor. i wont run away de la. stick to u like super duper glue ok? i hope u liked the bag i gave u. although its cheaper than my shoes, it's practical right? must use ok? dun always use for awhile then think it's ugly then throw in a corner liao.

when the bird decided to shit on u that day, i really dunno to laugh or to comfort u cos i was also shocked. u were screaming ur head off in the middle of orchard road which did not help with the situation at all =) luckily u brought the extra clothes!

dearie, 7 months is a short period of time to know someone. i found out alot about u which i dunno before and im still learning more about u everyday. the journey we have to walk is still long and it gets tougher over the next 3-5 years. im afraid i do not have the courage to walk on and to succeed. no matter how hard it is, i know that i will always have u beside me. we only lived once. let's make the most of it! cheers to our bright futures! (i hope)

-love u loads, samuel

sweet 7th month :)

2008-12-21T15:58:00.005+08:00

hii qing ai de! Here's roughly all the photos that we took last friday!! :) this time i took 2 days..efficient right?

aniway, i really had alot of fun on 19 dec '08! thanks dear! and im quite proud that we managed to do so much things within a short day!*clap clap* :D

So, our day started off with hiking the mount faber hill and the henderson waves bridge! It was great and quite adventurous despite the inital drizzling right! luckily u insisted on climbling up:P & dear u r so fortunate to have nice eggs & hotdogs for your lunch prepared by me! lol :/

After ending the tiring walk, high tea at Ikea cafe was yummy too!! i love chicken wings & the mushroom soup!! Then Twilight was quite interesting too! haha so cool right! vampire in love with human.. jus like you, mr piggy, in love with ME! haha..

but touring around the colourful lighting in town was'nt as perfect:( cux a stupid bird with its stupid lousy aiming skills poo poo-ed on me! :( i was rly shocked laa cux suddenly like got a wet wet warm thingy touched my hand! Lol. im just so suay har!

but still i enjoyed our 7th month anniversary alot oujisan :) hope u like the random and special gift too! haha:)

- your favourite girl , felicia

countdown: 1 more day to our 7th mths, 6 to turkey day!!

2008-12-18T02:18:00.004+08:00

Dearest dear..
im getting excited! As you can see..its alr 2 plus AM & im still wake awake! 0.0
lol. actually its bull shit. bluff u one.. i jus cant slp..
but hey! its really one more day to 7th mths, 6 more days to our lovely turkey big meal on X'mas eve!! Aint' you as excited as me? :D

they always say "xian ku hou tian" (first bitter than sweet).. so these few days we have been at staying at home trying to gather our mood for projects. but its hard. im lazy :( but again, im really goin to get serious awhile tml! :) because time is running fast! you must get serious tml too promise?

anyway i love the poem u sent me tdy! its poematic ! :)

im not sure but i thought i rmb we took some photos using ur phone..haha maybe not but if got u post them here soon?

im looking forward to friday!:)

- with love, felicia

to my naggy fel

2008-12-09T09:10:00.002+08:00

dearie, i know it is for my own good that you nag at me. it shows u care for me as well. really fortunate to have u nagging at me but sometimes, i will get annoyed =( will try to change that ok? we must learn to compromise. well, a little arguments here and there will spice things up. =) i really love your poem alot. made me tear a little haha. i feel bad la after reading ur poem. yes. im the big meanie u described in the poem. =(

this x'mas i will be spending it with u my darling. but i think and think and still can't find means to make it more romantic. but never fear, i still have about 2 weeks left. i will try my best to come up with something ok?

- your big romantic meanie, samuel

its the giving season..

2008-12-09T01:09:00.006+08:00

qing ai de..
winter's here..
today had been a cold day..
you know, i always like the month of December because the weather is cool, there's the christmas season where u see ppl buying xmas presents and of course there's pretty lightings along town area..& i like it.. its the giving season :)
in the past, i always dream to spend a very very very romantic xmas with someone so special..and this lucky year, my dream will be coming true..
cux oujisan you had already ordered a big turkey for us to celebrate it on xmas eve..
i hope that day will turn out to be as romantic as i always dream to be..

hai dearr..maybe sometimes you find me naggy, ma fan and indecisive:( but also not wad i wan de mah..i just hope you can know me better & dunnoe why i jus like to nag at u maa..maybe nxt time i will try not to be so indecisive and naggy towards u le bah.. rly will try luhhs:( hope we wont quarrel so much anymore & u CANNOT act cool say u wan to go off liao hor! if not nxt time i wont catch u back liao..

heres your poem for the day (mon, 8/12/08) so, dun say i lose the bet hor.

sometimes, my oujisan is a meanie..
who doesnt totally knows me
sometimes, he likes to say me petty:(
at times, he complains im too naggy
then sometimes, he finds me whinny :(
but still i really like you this silly...

- your naggy, whinny, ma fan and indecisive fel :[

memories at our fountain..

2008-12-09T00:18:00.006+08:00

Venue: Suntec wealth fountain

Date: 6 Dec

Song played: Dido - Thank You

Delication: To Samuel, Thank you for loving me. From Felicia.

Hope this will help both of us to rmb all the wonderful time we spent together at this lovely fountain in time to come..

p/s, the quality of the pics sux :(

Display window @ SP!

2008-12-07T20:33:00.002+08:00

This is what our group has done for Retail Communication! pretty awesome yeah? =)

pics of us!

2008-12-07T20:28:00.003+08:00

Happy Holidays!

2008-12-07T19:59:00.003+08:00

finally, the long awaited festive season is here! lotsa good food, relaxation, shopping, movies and no tests (for the moment) to worry about! omg! im on cloud 9! anyway, dearie, ive posted some overdued photos of us. hahaa. sorry i took so long. been really busy ah. u know la.. last night was fun. really enjoyed ur company! thank GOD for u =)

it feels good to visit places with sweet memories. love the nostalgic feeling. everything that happend will be etched in my mind forever. hopefully, when we visit the places we've been to few years later, the feeling will still be as sweet as the previous times. enjoy ur holidays my darling. u can't go wrong cos you're celebrating it with me!

-always always yours, samuel

food fair!

2008-11-17T22:02:00.001+08:00

i love going to the food fair! lotsa samples to eat and drink and the best part is, they are all free! of course, going with my darling is an added bonus as we both walk round the fair twice to sample the many kinds of food! i think we drank alot of free coffee that day and the very delicious mulberry juice! darling let's visit all the food fair in the future together!

2 more days and it's our anniversary. luckily we are getting our pay this week! yess!! finally we have money! but darling u cannot always go shopping ok? u always never wear what u bought de lor. waste $$. might as well go eat better! im proud to say that i already made u a card! haha surprising ba? thx to the 3 hour nap on sunday which made me can't sleep at night lol! can't wait to see your card which u made! and u promised me century egg congee and tau suan during the school holidays right? projects are piling up! jia you ba darling! with u nagging at me, i msure my work can be finished fast! love ya loads my dear!

-ever thine, samuel

fun at Food Fair!

2008-11-16T23:12:00.002+08:00

Yesterday had been an exciting and delicious day for me because my oujisan jio me to FOOD FAIR at Expo leh !! & its my first time going to food fair :)
so, early noon bout 1pm, we finally met up at tiong to head towards EXPO! & qing ai de cooked his masterly steam egg for me again cux he wanna atone for his mistake, which i generously accepted it because im quite forgiving..
haha actually not rly laa..i know im also in the wrong:( but dear u really very mean to scold me maa & i was sad the whole night and the following day which u also duno the real reason :'(
Anyways, when we reach Expo, it was already very crowded!! haha & actually we can see that all those stalls that are crowded are those that offers free samples!!
then being 2 kiasu Singaporeans, me & qing ai de went ard the whole hall Twice to taste all those samples!! We merely spent a total of $5 and we were real bloated already!! so can imagine how much we sampled !! lol. its really a fun and exciting experience!! luckily both of us are rather cheapo uh? heh:x
oujisan, we shall go again k? ok la, the next time i shall Jio u..
aiyah, we sld have taken a photo hor..if not i can post here & u look so cute in ur yellow polo(:

kk, ending here.

- Your Best Cheapo Lover, Felicia

Re: a letter to mrs piggy

2008-11-09T23:42:00.005+08:00

hey mr piggy..
i agree with everything that you said in the previous post..
but maybe except this "u're doing a very good job as my prettie gf at the moment"
true and of cox im a good girlfriend who's always taking care of you, nagging at you, entertaining you and letting you bully me..
but its certainly not a job..
if its' a job, this post will need to be highly paid le!
if its' a job, it will be tiring isnt?
but im not at all :)
you r like a part of my life (:
and its boring without you :(
rmb our promise to a white christmas..

stay healthy and happie k?

kisses lots
- mrs piggy felicia

a letter to mrs piggy

2008-11-09T19:45:00.003+08:00

dear mrs piggy, sometimes i wonder what is it like without u. sometimes i wonder what is it like if we never cross each other's path. i guess it will be horribly boring! i always believe that life is beautiful even though it's full of ups and downs. you are the reason y life has more ups for me now =) we get into arguments.. everyone has their own temper. at the end of the day..i still love u alot no matter what. thx for putting up with me. thx for the poems u sent me everyday. keep them coming!

u're doing a very good job as my prettie gf at the moment. the future looks bright though we still have a long journey ahead. with u beside me.. anything is possible.

yours sincerely,

mr piggy

100% fate with you

2008-11-02T22:16:00.008+08:00

oujisan,
its true that these few days we had quite a few arguements. sorry about it hor..but you must be sorry too..& still i must say its not the cadbury marble that worked okay. i am always not bribed by food.
Actually, its like what you said, feels like god is helping you..
Was really super suprised to see you inside the same train, same cabin, same time and place that day. woa, how much fate does it takes? its 100% of fate dear(:
you know, i had never expected that i will meet u same cabin cux i supposed that u will not enter in the middle of the mrt and u sld be earlier..then when u called me and i turned and saw your head i felt super dramatic and unreal..i even suspected that u stalk on me!
haha..so, i thought i will NOT ignore u anymore..
then last lovely friday, u wore the black n silver t-shirt just like me, i felt really amazing.
i enjoyed reading your last post dear.. it expressed out exactly what i want to say about our short but sweet and thrilling ECP trip. i will never forget this wonderful experience that we shared. Also, thanks for the food at 360 ski restaurant. oh please order nicer food nxt time so i can kope more to eat :) but the alcoholic ice cream desert was NICE ! i think jerry zhang likes me *gua gua* ._.

tonight, you asked me if im a soft or hard person. haha in terms of character. i said i was soft. actually i lied. i think im hard and stubborn person. but still inside its soft. sometimes, i might say something not good, but dear, u know i dont mean it k?

oujisan, it's amazing how you can have this strong telepathy with me. it feels like you can speak right to my heart and knows whats i am thinking. however, whenever you are stressed, you cant. so i hope that you wont be stressed anymore:) i have already made that wish upon the November chimes remember?

- my life is yours alone, felicia

love is like the ocean, full of perils! =)

2008-11-01T12:56:00.004+08:00

despite getting into quarrels the past few days, i still manged to have fun with my dearie last night at ECP. oh well, i think the Cadbury Marble chocolate i bought for my dear worked after all. she keeps reminding me not to bribe her with food.. but which girl can resist choclolates?? =) sorry dearie for the arguments.. but i made up to u last nite right?

my darling waitied for me in school for 3 hours to finish up my BD report. so sweeT! she suggested going to ECP for dinner and we went to THE SKI 360 restaurant for dinner. nice chicken wings, nice chips, nice salmon, good ambience but my fish kinda tastes weird. i still finish up everything anyway cos its not cheap! =) ok la not that bad.. just weird.

after the hearty meal, we walked hand in hand along ECP. my dearie wanted to sit on the breakwater and cuddle which we did. we came aross a breakwater that was not really the usual breakwater around. it has a narrow piece of land leading towards it and it was surrounded with water. i was like.. oh well nvm, all breakwaters served the same function anyway.. to let couples sit on it , stare at the beautiful sea and cuddle. moreover, it was empty!

so we got on the breakwater and reenacted the famous " i jump, u jump" scene from the movie Titanic. it has background music too - " My Heart Will Go On" sang by me to my dearie of course! haha we had fun.. dearie said im romantic. took u so long to realise?? =)

we were sitting on the breakwater admiring the sea and just enjoying each other's company in the gorgeous night when i suddenly turned and stared at the beach. i thought my eyes were playing tricks on me or that my myopia was getting worst. the thin piece of land disappeared and was submereged in seawater ... which left us pretty much stranded on the breakwater " island". my dear confirmed my fears with her OMG?!! apparantly, the tide has come in without us noticing and engulfed the land which we used to access the breakwater.

no time to panic.. i took off my shoes and socks, rolled up my jeans and made my way down the water to see how deep was it. luckily it was only ankle deep! phew! so i told my dearie that it was safe to make our way back to shore and we waddled in the water. well! that was really funny and totally surprised the both of us. haha now we learnt a lesson never to go on any breakwater which looked weird and suspicious. especially, one which has no couples on it! me and my dear made our way home and we discussed on our ordeals and what will we do if the water's too deep to waddle =) im glad it turned out well, the evening was short but it was very very memorable!

-forever yours and yours only, samuel

sunny rainy day

2008-10-21T05:33:00.002+08:00

happy 5th month anniversary darling. sorry darling! this blog entry took so long to materialize! school really drained me out. still trying to get used to having lessons i guess. =) i had a fun time with u on our anniversary as we went to sentosa for a romantic rainy date! it had been a few years since i last went sentosa and it really changed alot. and it is also my 1st time on the new monorail! yah la! im a suakoo bao! but i'm glad i went on the monorail with u as it was our anniversary as well.

the rain was a wet blanket as we did not manage to sit on the beach to enjoy our little picnic. instead, we had our picnic under an umbrella on a bench! haha something new to me as i did not have such an experience before. it's funny how we still manage to have fun in sentosa even though it's raining. it did not feel like a gloomy rainy day at all when i'm with u! everyday being with u is sunny and blissful. i love going to the sky park with u as well as it is really a nice place. u asked me whether i feel u are a romantic person or not. i think u are one as u can write the sweetest things to me which make my heart flutter everfytime =).

oh! i still think its amazing how we wrote the same things on the card. coincidence or telepathy? =) i had a good 5th month anniversary even though it is not at a classy restaurant nor did we spent alot of money! just being with u makes me feel like the richest man everyday. tahnks for the practical present u gave me. haha really needed one badly. u're the sweetest girl every guy will wish for! lucky me =)

-only yours, samuel

happy 5th month anniversary oujisan!

2008-10-19T22:31:00.005+08:00

today is our 5th month anniversary dear! (:

so glad that we still managed to visit Sentosa though the weather was really bad. And thinking of it..actually its really pretty romantic to eat under the umbrella with you dear :)

i really enjoyed myself, be it rainy or sunny , as long as im with you.. hope you too..

haha i still cant believe we wrote almost the same things in our cards :x is this really strong telepathy b/w us? very good leh..so nxt tym i wink at u den u sld know what i want or need liao hor? ><

qing ai de, i will stick to u like super glue forever ... so dont be afraid of anything in future k? i think u r the only person that understands me most besides my family and i cherish u alot..

haha im so sweet (:

kk im sleepy liao..

- your sweetest girl ever, felicia (:

hey dear, back to sch!

2008-10-12T18:51:00.004+08:00

hello boyboy!

how fast hor..
tml we r heading back to sch !! 6 weeks holidays really lyk jus fly past us.. today is the last day to slack le..im both happy and sad lei. its mixed feelings. im sure u feel dis way too right?
i dun wan go back sch cux i hate BD and endless projs. Bt still i wanna go back sch cux i missed the relaxed student life alr, i also missed our beloved classmates and i missed fc 6 food! Hahaa.

aniway, i was flipping through our workforms jus nw..it really makes me recall back all our lovely memories..
like all those ulu ulu lan shopping centres we went into. peninsular plaza, fortune centre and many many others..& all the different pple we met and all the jokes we crack during work.

boyboy, u know wads the lamest joke u make during our work??
rmb i told u i will be called "Jane" for dis job and u replied u will be Tarzan -.- ?

i really think u damn cute lar(:

aww.. i felt so huai nian alr..

so, this is the last semester of our polylife dear..
we must work hard tgt k?
no matter how our future lies , dun be afraid k. cux u haf got me! sweet bah!

haha. kk i gtg eat dinner den start bd liao. :x

ps: i have changed our blog song finally! its taiwan series called ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni sound track. i think its nice (: hope u like it too !

- your mrs piggy u.u

thx dear

2008-10-10T23:27:00.002+08:00

thanks dear for tolerating my temper while we are working. it's not as fun as we thought right? sorry to annoy u during work =( all in all i still had fun. we got to go to many ulu shopping centres and buildings which we never thought will exist and meet many boring office workers! it is also very tiring to walk from point to point. tmr will be our last day to call so we jia you ok?

school is gonna start soon. i kinda look forward to it as working really sux. last semester le.. i feel very sad la. dun wana graduate. but no choice, life goes on. u always say, we will never know what will happen in the future. im scared of the future. there are too many 'what ifs' in my mind about the future. darling, i have alot of flaws. i get irritated when things dun go my way. but you know i love u with all my heart. i know u put in alot of effort in this relationship too. i hope im meeting ur expectations of ur perfect bf at this point in time. i can do better i promised. this time, i wont break my promises to u. almost 5 months and it still feels like ytd when u said yes. thanks for saying yes and made me the happiest and luckiest guy on earth. i wana tell everyone how much im in love with u! muackss! muacks!!

-ever thine, boyboy

Pics taken at the F1!!

2008-10-03T23:22:00.005+08:00

What an experience!

2008-10-03T23:09:00.002+08:00

hey dearie! i enjoyed myself so much during the F1 event! from the start, i was wondering whether singapore would make it the F1 successful since it's the world's first night race! but when it's finally over, i was like " wow! we did it!" im really really glad we are part of this historic event! i was even more amazed to find out that a burger costs $15 at the event and even more outrageous, 6 satays for $10!! omg! what a rip off! i was really excited when i saw the cars zooming past me. when they gave out the ear plugs to me, i was like " wtf? ear plugs are for gays!" then a car zoomed past me with its engine roaring so loudly, my ears rang and my head spun! from that moment, my ear plugs are always with me lol!!

i also took alot of souvenirs from the event as keepsake! hehe u know what im talking about dear! u keep whining la when i showed u what i took. all throughout the event, i was not even concentrating on working, i just wana see the race and soak up the atmosphere! amazinnngg! i think they should end off the event with fireworks or something since its a historical moment. sigh! too bad the organisers have limited creativity and limited funds i guess.

my dearie took me to the sky park at vivo city. she said before me, guys had been taking her there and asked me not to be jealous. haha! i gave her a confident smirk and said, " at least, im the one u kiss right now, and my hands are the ones u hold." my dear was speechless! and i managed to annoy her totally.im glad u took me there dearie. the place was really nice and romantic. ok la, wont say u unromantic anymore! glad u lvoed the song i sang for u =)

oh today i had fun too! it was really an eye opener for both of us as this job requires us to lie and react spontaneously! challenging indeed! im glad things went smoothly and im very glad of our achievement today within the 4 hours we are working. looking forward to tmr again! yay!! at the end of it all, we will both be laughing ourselves silly to the bank! woohooooooooooo!! thx darling for introducing me the job, putting up with my nonsense during work and helping me complete the work efficiently! we made a good team yeah? ok la talk so much must leave a little for u to say haha! really love ya alot alot loads loads and very very very the much! muacks muacks muacks!!

-partners forever, samuel

im a busy happie woman!

2008-10-02T23:04:00.012+08:00

hello everybody!
for the past week i had been a busy women! & i guess from tml onwards i will be even busier because i am going to start a new super cool job with my dearest partner momo! i really hope we can earn alot alot & alot of countless money tgt! im kpnnb excited laa! HAHA! $.$

kk back to happening last week 26-28th sept, its the F1 FIRST SINGAPORE NIGHT RACE!!! i was somehow lucky to be appointed as the Ticketing Inspector at GATE 1A where all the RICHEST people & corporate staffs from ALL over the world will come through this gate to watch the F1 race at the pit grand stand and sky club suites!!! I even saw Mediacorp CEO & some artises like Michelle Chia & bf and Alan Teng! (: it was really a cool and great experience ! & every patrons had been very kind and nice to me. it was indeed happening & entertaining at the paddock where i was standing & i will never forget these short 3 days (: im glad i have met alot of new frends too! my oujisan was posted to a different gate but luckily we still managed to mit up after 12AM everynight! thanks for all those suppers u bought / kope for me dear :> glad to hear dat u enjoy the F1 job too! i must also thank xiaoyun for letting me stay in her hse those few days..haha ps. xiaoyun if u see this dun be too touched hor..but xiaoyun veri bad cux she dun wanna entertain me jus because she wan to slp :(

Ytd's Hari Raya & a lovely day :)
went to watch nice show called House Bunny wid oujisan afterwhich we went over to visit xiaoyun & was nagged to buy 2 brownies..then went to eat Ajisen RAMEN!! I like the ramen's soup(: & then dear suggested to go VIVO city to see hamsters! && then we ended the breezy night at sky park..dear you know wad, i love every songs u sang to me:) i will not forget :)

haha woa long post. kk, have a great night partner :)

- your happie busy woman, fel

nice pics of u and ME!

2008-09-22T20:05:00.004+08:00

"let's stay a little longer!"

cheapo dearie refusing to leave even after the ride was over =)

dear wana kiss me!!

top of the world!

2008-09-22T19:41:00.002+08:00

hiee dearie! thx for the wonderful 4th month anniversary! really really had fun. the dinner was good yeah? haha! more to come when i receive my pay ok? gonna feed u till u become twice ur size now! hahaah! we almost din make it for the flyer eh? aww u will be so disappointed =( luckily i decided to forgo the 30% discount and make u happy instead! haha i very sweet ba? 30% is $18 hor!

it was indeed a beautiful night as the flyer took us up to the top of the world. i was so excited i could not keep still. in the end, i was sweating even though it was air conditioned. lol! even though it was only a 30 min ride, it was the best 30 min i ever had. because u're with me on such a lovely night!
dearie u must remember your promise to me ok? 40th month we go again. i will help u keep ur promise by treating u like a princess always. i din mean to lose my temper at you. but u are really annoying ma! haha. ok la will try my very very very very best to rang ni ok? promises are meant to be kept. if not.. promise for wad right? likewise i will keep ALL my promises to u!

- always ur beloved, samuel

love at singapore flyers (:

2008-09-21T23:13:00.008+08:00

happy belated 4th month anniversary oujisan!!
i really enjoyed myself last friday, 19th Sept 2008! thanks dear because you make that day happened :)

okies so last friday, qing ai de treated me to JOAQUIM Suntec buffet for dinner!! super nice nice nice!!! im really missing the crab bee hoon already !! *drool:x haha but we really ate quite alot dat day..tootmomo was so full that he had to walk around to digest O.O

wow, i also like the rojak and popiah dere lehh!!! think the service and everything veri good too! abit expensive though but oujisan lets go again when i get my pay k? ? then can call kim, shy & mas oso! (:

After the buffet, the most exciting part arrives!!! i have been thinking and waiting for dis day lar.. haha. cant even really concentrate on working on friday cux my qing ai de promised to bring me to the SINGAPORE FLYERS!! im really glad dat we managed to catch the last admission! & we had the whole cabin/cubical/tube watever they call that to only the both of us (: haha so romantic? but u say i not romantic one :(

Haa but indeed its rlly a memorable experience to sit on the flyers! the lovely lights across Singapore city is really a beautiful sight worth remembering the whole of my life(: i hope u feel this way too, dear.. because we watch this whole sight together. yes, only YOU & ME :) honoured bah? thanks agn oujisan..i believe 400 months later, ME & YOU will take out the prettie but exp $15 photo dat we took agn and laugh bout it k? but dun forget bout our 40th month anniversary yue ding 1st hor ..

You said the card i gave u werent as expressive as compared to the others. So, i hope this long naggy blogpost will make up to the lousy card i gave u k? i loveya lots my sweetest samuel!

&& sry again for making you pissed ytd :x i try to change loh :(

(: but again, rmb to rang me abit laa kk? pls pls? haha..

- Felicia, the mrs piggy that u claimed to be :P

p/s: eh dear, post the photos inside ur hp here if u got time okie?

congrats!!

2008-09-17T22:25:00.002+08:00

yayyy! dearie after weeks of hard work our efforts finally paid off! yup! we did quite well for our results and it's definitely worth celebrating! let's continue to work hard for the last semester ba. =) i dun think i can get into nus with my results leh. so i guess it's sim liao. it will be tough working and studying part time =(. no matter what the future holds, i can achieve anything with u supporting me. dearie, if i really go study full time, u must keep ur promise to me ok? u cannot break ur promise ah! if u really break ur promise, i will be sad of course, but i will still respect ur decision.

i really hate office job lei. when i am working , i see the employees all staring at the computer screens for most of the day... wah lau i will go mad. i asked my manager about using the company im working for now as a stepping stone initially to gain experience. u know what he said? "if u can survive here for a year, u can survive anywhere!" haha! sounds challenging eh?

there are so many options to take after graduating. i dunno which is the best one. im sure u're as vexed as me right? ive made so many shitty wrong decisions in life and i hope i will get this right. but luckily ive managed to make to best decision in my life.... you! hehe! hope u had a great day at work yeah? my work is sian sometimes but i still have my fellow part timers friends to talk cock with and my manager is nice also. so not too bad ah! hahah! love ya lots darling!

-always, always yours, samuel

Fort Canning date

2008-09-13T23:17:00.006+08:00

qing ai de, today had been a lovely day & i will always remember today because u brought me to fort canning park! i really had fun taking photos and sightseeing with you.. now i also know how xin ku u were when u picked a whole bottle of 99 saga seeds for me the last time for vday's present(:

xie xie ni :)

that time u must have sweated like water pipe.. then today urs is like water tap! but dear, i really dun mind you being sweaty & sticky de...so everything you must also not hide from me k? cux i wanna to know everything about you.. ur goods & bads ok?
thanks for accompanying me for trekking ytd dear..i can tell u dont really like it.. u r really nice! & I LOVE YOU alot alot alort okies..

kk here's some photos of the day:

my oujisan!

Sweaty dear :x

I like everything about u oujisan (:

- your dearest fel

always yours!

2008-09-13T00:40:00.002+08:00

darling, today has been a very tiring day for me. the bukit timah trekking was actually shitty. lol i just go there to accompany u and to lose some weight by sweating abit. but i still put it back on when i ate the nasi pattaya for lunch! @#$@!! aww dearie so sad.. ur lunch isnt as tasty as mine! haha! luckily i still got let u try mine. hehe! jealous ba? thx for your bread dearie.. luckily i got take the spare bread from u which happens to become my dinner =( so sad!

working is tough and the hours are irregular. i liked my job sometimes but i really really hope i no need do BD. hai the project so spoiler! i looking forward to the F1 race anyway cos we can work together! darling,it's nice of u to say what u said on wednesday. although we cannot really say what will happen in the future, i have 100% faith in us right now. i wiont let u down. we must jia you tgt ok? thanks dearie, for everything. i wana be yours forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and everrrrrr!

-forever yours, samuel

working life is NO life :(

2008-09-10T22:40:00.004+08:00

Hello!!
haha actually this post was supposed to be posted up ytd but my whinny & talkative dear made me talk to him the whole night till 2.30Am tdy so din get to post.

been working for 4 days back in my tortise company as a researcher. haha sounds pro uh? but it's shitty work :( im SIAN larh..

i dont like my job. Reasons:
i have no life .
i have to repeat myself over again and again and again x 100000000 times
i have to look at the damn computer for 8 continuous hours
i have to secretly sms
i have to secretly snack
the aircon dere's like north pole
& I hate rude people.
&& kim kim left the job :(

but the BEST thing is there's my kawaii oujisan to keep me going. he reply sms super fast de so whenever im bored, i will sms him(: Then ytd after a tiring day at work, got to meet up with him to have dinner at bugis HANS! (cornsoup garlic bread!)

After which, we went to nat. lib to borrow story books! gua gua~nerdyy erh??
then my si bei fussy, choosy, whinny, troublesome dear took ages to finish choosing the books he wanna borrow! haha. oh stupid we still must pay overdue loan fines ._.
then oujisan went to mit his good fren & he got abit emo :(

qing ai de, although i already told u yesterday bout wad i feel, but i wanna remind u again that:
you have really been a wonderful boyfriend so far..and im really happy that i have made the best choice in my life on 19th May 2008. Dont compare yourself with your friends k.. because i really believe that you will be successful like them or even better than them in the future..you must have confidence in yourself and have faith in me dear (: i believe there are such pure love that u r talking about ytd. so let it happen to us bah:)
& think bout schooling part time in SIM with me k? (i hope i can !)

dont be emo anymore k because i will stick to u like u like super glue & then u dun complain hor.. hees. KK ending here!
- yours always, felicia *

happen to see this in one of my email. think is kim send me de..find it meaningful although some word abit weird & i dun understand x:
maybe u know:
最真摯滴愛情不需要承諾
注定緣份滴情人不需要約定
只要真心真意滴對待眼前滴你‧‧‧‧
只願陪伴著你直到你不愛你‧‧‧‧‧

ps/ dear i rly like talking to you till late at night (:

im the richest guy

2008-09-08T20:34:00.003+08:00

my dearie has made me the richest guy on earth with her love. i had only 9 dollars left in my bank and 10 dollars left in my wallet. yet, i feel im richer than all the pple around me. yup, money cant buy me love.. but love can make me rich! im 25 this year and most of my peers have started earning a stable income while im still studying. im glad my dearie did not despise me because of this and yet, chose to stand by me when im at my poorest. she even offered to lend me money even though she's not very loaded as well. really appreciate your love alot dearie.

i earned $65 today and hopefully someday, i will earn $650 per day so i can shower u with expensive gifts and pamper u daily. thanks alot darling.. for making me the richest guy in the entire universe. muacks!

-always ur millionaire, samuel

sorry dearie!

2008-09-08T10:09:00.002+08:00

i made my dear angry on saturday! dearie sorry for what happened. i wont do it again. just trust me once more ok? and i will be more sensitive to your feelings de. but u must drop abit of hint k? cos i really very toot! i almost died when u ignored me the whole day ytd! u're really very mean la! don't do it again ah! haha ok la its all my fault la =) luckily u forgive me last night. but hor u're really the 1st person i see who will smile at me even though u're angry at me de lor!

darling, work starts for u and me. i know its really sian.. still got BD gotta do. hai. but nvm! once work finish we got $$ le! then we can go eat buffet,shopping,watch movie and go on the flyer! really looking forward to it. dearie, i'll see when i can knock off early so i can go see u during this week k? really hope i can. cos i dun wana wait till the weekends to see u. that will be too long! haha =) yah lah im sticky .. very sticky! stick to u forever! aight! im off to work darling! u will always be on my mind and i hope im in urs too always. love ya loads dearie!

-always always thinking bout u, samuel

some overdue photos to share(:

2008-09-05T01:26:00.006+08:00

The fireworks seasons (:

This is lovely night I super like this photo ! uh huh oujisan is a kitty.. copycat my expression so well

:)

email from oujisan - guessed im bored :(

2008-09-04T16:30:00.006+08:00

guessed im really bored..haha so decided to post an email that oujisan sent me when i was still his normal friend.. this one was sent on 5th feb, the day after my belated 19th birthday celebration (:

subject: So ive been thinking...‏
From:
samuel toh (ah_sam123@hotmail.com)
Sent:
05 February 2008 14: 52PM
To:
luvfeifei10@hotmail.com (luvfeifei10@hotmail.com)
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dearest fel,as expected spent most of today thinking about u. while doing housework, cutting hair or jogging, u're always on my mind. dun worry, im not feeling SO sad anymore. u told me that u are particular about 1st feelings and i respect your decision. however, just wana share my views. 1st feelings are important to a certain extent but i dun think it shld overwrite the existence of sincerity and truthfulness of the heart. 1st feelings are superficial, sincerity and truth are not.it takes lotsa courage and determination to pursue your happiness.between the head and the heart, i'll choose to follow the head. cos many times our heart is blinded by superficial factors which may cost us to make the wrong decision. the head however, is more careful and objective when analyzing and it makes the best decision based on facts. this allows it to minimize the risk of making the wrong decisions as it decides which is the safest and highest success rate decisions.

follow the head and the heart will eventually follow, i guarantee this. im sure u know of examples where the heart almost or already make a mess of things which may bring harm to someone who is going to commit in a relationship. since the heart always makes mistake, why not give the head a chance?. the babe with the ability to make me fall in love with her at 1st sight or the average girl who i think will make a great gf , is tremendously sweet towards me and always try her best to cheer me up when im down and actually succeed in cheering me up? i will take the average girl anyday any time any where. as long as i dun hate her or dun like her, feelings can be nurtured.on a lighter note, i loved the way u stammered last night when i told u i like u, the way u answered the questions i asked like ' do u think i like u', the way u played with ur dress, the way u avoided my eyes, the way u keep scratching ur legs lol! (sorry for the bad venue chosen to confess).

thx for trying to comfort me on the way home but u did a terrible job. i was feeling worse. but u did manage to comfort me over the phone and sms later in the night and i appreciated it alot. shyanne tried to comfort me, mas too but u're the only one who can make me feel alot better eventually. after cny, i will be very busy with my work at Courts and im sure u will too with ur ITP. this does not mean it will make me like u less you know? absence makes the heart grow fonder. i really really hope someday, u will see that the head can be right and decide to give it a go since ur heart failed u a couple of times and u always end up hurt. till then, i will always be here for u 24/7 and will continue to show u care and concern only from afar as i do not want to make u feel awkward by going too fast, too far. ultimately, whatever choice u made, i will respect it and my promise to u still stands. even though i will meet better girls and prettier girls, u are the 1st girl who i have put in so much effort in and will definitely be the last girl which will make me do what i did. Why is this so? Because you're worth every single secs and every single of my efforts...Life is short. Treasure ur happiness and make the right choice, cos i know i will.-Samuelc

=) oujisan is good with words isnt?

Felicia (:

All about you, Oujisan..

2008-09-03T22:12:00.005+08:00

today i met up wif my dear dear again! haha, we have been meeting up like everyday since holiday started..its jus like going to school..but of course its much better than attending boring lectures and tutorial (:

so yesterday, oujisan's so sweet..he came all the way to accompany me see my family doctor (: i have had a throat infection but im believe i will recover soon cux got my oujisan here to take care of me, nagging at me to eat my pills and buying me liang teh :) really thanks dear for making me such a lucky girl..

then today went to watch 12 lotus along with oujisan, oujisan's mama & papa(: i think 12 lotus is quite a good movie lei but dear doesnt seemed to agree wif me.. i find it rather realistic and it really reflect wad some pitiful people went through in their life..i also like the songs & Qi Yi Wu..but oujisan like mindee ong.. so quite fair..hees :x

Unfortunately, after the movie, things doesnt goes too well uh..cux there's this stupid asshole that made my oujisan very du lan & pissed..that asshole (which is a 40 plus ugly salesperson selling mooncake at tampiness mall [da zhong guo] *dun buy from him!) did not show respect for Oujisan's dad. maybe he doesnt understand but his attitude is certainly not the way to treat customers.
So, my very MAN-ly dear went to argue with dat asshole. yes, oujisan is very man to speak up for his dad (: then that asshole still accuse Oujisan for pointing middle finger at him lah! but oujisan, i believe u did not when u told me u din..
okies lets dun talk bout this incident & asshole will get his karma soon k?
but Oujisan, i really hope that nxt time in cases like this, u will remember to control abit cux im worried something might happen to u..yes qing ai de, u can say im a scaredy cat but u know i was rly abit scared when u were quarelling wif dat asshole. its like a side of you that i haven seen much..

but again, dear, when i asked if u would do the same thing if someone offend me..you said you would have hoot e person
& actually at dat moment i felt really happy & blissful.. even though i wouldnt want u to do dat for me..so thanks again dear for making me the luckiest girl on earth.. :)

haha okie dear, i think im getting more nagging :x
hope tml the sun will be bright so u can go tanning! then i will miss ya (:

- loveya felicia (v)

a walk down memory lane..

2008-09-03T07:31:00.005+08:00

after the movies on monday, me and darling took a walk down memory lane. 7 months ago, i took my dear, who was just a girl i like at that time, to Giraffe, a restaurant near Plaza Singapore. i still remembered that i was really nervous bout that date. i wanted to please and impress my darling on our first date together. the occasion was to celebrate my dear's 19th birthday. after meticulous planning for a couple of months.. (yes.. a couple of months cos my dear took that long to decide to go out with me) the evening was a success. my dear looked gorgeous, dinner was sumptuous, the ambiance at Giraffe was excellent and the ice cream cake from swenson's was delicious.

alas, such a lovely evening could not have a happy ending. i confessed to my dear that i was in love with her but i was rejected by her. =( aww.. nonetheless, i did not give up and hence, 7 months later we were there again.. this time hand in hand together. =) my dear was really sweet to tell me that she did not want me to go through all the trouble of chasing her again. yup! she knows she's very troublesome and hard to chase. i would have gone through everything again, although shedding 20kg all over again can be such a bitch!

yesterday, my dear and i went jogging at bedok reservoir. we were there even though its still drizzling. we had to stop after 2km as the rain was getting heavy. my dear was sick at that time and she still went to the reservoir with me for a jog. so sweet. sorry dear! i hope you're feeling better after medication today. in the end, we took shelter outside a public toilet, watching the rain fall and me performing my very own live solo concert just for my dear... it was kinda sweet and romantic with only the 2 of us all alone although we were both cold and wet! thx dearie for everything. i will keep ALL my promises made to u! trust me k?

love ya loads sweetie!
forever yours, samuel

on holidaes!!~~

2008-08-31T19:30:00.005+08:00

hello my dear dear!!

haha finally our 4 papers are done lei!! im so happy!!! haha yah no more sleepless night, no more coffeeS and no more consistent whining over the phone from oujisan.. hees no, no dun be sad.. its not dat i dun like to hear u whine dear but i prefer to see you whine (:

aniway lets hope dat both of our results will be good k ?

Chalet was not bad har..quite fun! (: at least we went to ESCAPE finally! haha..we sld have taken a picture of e 6 of us in Escape..eeyer dear.. i rly think i sux in all e photos u put laaa especially e one in the park.. how come my mouth lidat?? :x hai shi skinny looks e best!

dear, think this month we will not be meeting so often le hor since u have work & i oso have work..hai then most prob we will oni meet once or twice a week..i think i gonna miss u bah & u will miss me alot too mah? haha then i think this blog will be flooded this month cux im gonna blog everytime im bored at night at home okie?

i wish 19th september will come soon cux u promised u gonna take me to Singapore Flyers!

多期待那天到来!!

P/s. dear my voice will be okie soon & i can nag clearly by then k? thanks for taking care of me during chalet and buying my herbal tea.. i love u lots lots k*hugs hugs*

- your voiceless felicia :O

yayy photos!

2008-08-31T15:25:00.002+08:00

this bear is given to me by my dearie. it is to stop me from whining. i was wondering.. how can a skinny bear keep my big mouth shut? =) anyway the lollipop is from my darling too. isnt she sweet? and the rest of the pics are taken on the pirate ship! my darling was very brave and she did not scream when she's on it. i wonder is it because she lost her voice or she's really brave... hmmm oh and one more pic of us when we 'eloped' to the park on a drizzling afternoon all by ourselves!!

EXAMS are OVER~!

2008-08-31T15:16:00.002+08:00

after 2 weeks of slogging and sleepless nights, its finally over! thx dearie for entertaining my consistent whinings and complains over the exam period. love ya!! the chalet was fun although we din get to do many things. i enjoyed the food,games,the bonding and most importantly, just holding ur hands and taking a walk through the park on a drizzling afternoon. =)oh yeah! we went to Escape too! it was great. love the pirate ship alot and the haunted house! haha! ok now the difficult part is thinking what to do for the holidays ahead. well, apart from working, i wana spend all my free time with my dearie till she gets so sick of me!

speaking of sick, my poor darling lost her voice from too much tidbits and BBQ! aww.. dearie rest well ok? even though i love ur sexy new voice now, i still want ur old sweet voice back so i can hear u clearly when u nag at me =) oh the popcorn tasted better with butter. just now i added butter and they tasted great! bring u some tmr when we go for the movies! aight here are some pics for the blog. dearie remember to watch golden road at 4.30pm k? i will call u at nite to tell u about the marvelous dinner i had. dun jealous! i love u alot! Muacks!

Pictures!

2008-08-21T11:30:00.004+08:00

Ok this is what my dearie gave me for our 3rd month anniversary! a bottle full of chocolates! no darling, im not sharing it with u! hahahha. oh and a pic of my new hairstlye, dear. i know u cant wait to see it rite? =)

Thx dearie!

2008-08-21T11:22:00.003+08:00

Dearie, thx for the wonderful 3rd month presents! im not gonna share it with u! Hah HA hah! your cards are as sweet as your present. everything u say comes straight from your heart and im really thankful for it. rest assured i will continue to work hard to give u happiness in the following years to come! love ya dearie! loads! thks for ur daily jokes which kept me smiling 1st thing in the morning the past few days. let's spread the laughter to anyone who happens to chance upon our blog yeah? =) 2 more papers to go dearie! jia you ba!

Jokes!!!!:::

11/8

Lady: is this my train?

Station master: no, it belongs to the railway company

Lady: don’t try to be funny, I meant to say if I can take this train to New Delhi

Station master: no madam, I’m afraid it’s too heavy.

12/8

A drunkard was brought to the court. Just before the trial there was a commotion in the gallery. The judge pounded the gravel on his table and shouted ‘order order’. The drunkard immediately responded ‘Thank you, your honour. I will have a snotch and soda please.’

13/8

Customer: waiter! There’s a dead beetle in my soup!

Waiter: oh yes sir! They are not very good swimmers.

14/8

Teacher: Peter! Why are u late for school again?

Peter: well, miss, I dreamt that I was playing soccer and the match went into extra time.

15/8

1^st thief: oh no, the police is here, quick jump out of the window!

2^nd thief: but it’s the 13^th floor!

1^st thief: hurry! This is no time for superstitions!

2^nd thief: *faints*

16/8

Customer: waiter! There’s a small black fly in my soup!!

Waiter: oh then, that’s alright sir, he wont drink much! *kua kua* =/

17/8

Mimi: Moomoo says im pretty. But I think I’m very ugly. What do u think, Momo

Momo: um abit of both. I think u are pretty ugly!

18/8

Ah Beng, after completing a jigsaw puzzle that he had been working for quite some time, he proudly shows off the finished puzzle to his friend.

Ah Beng: it only took me 8 months to complete it!

Friend: Huh? Why so long?

Ah Beng: No! It’s not long at all! The box says it’s for 4-7 years lor!

dearie...

2008-08-11T01:10:00.002+08:00

you're so sweet i dunno what to say! no girls has ever cared about me as much as u do. thx for letting me know the true feeling of being in love. i din realise the crab drop on floor liao but i still picked up let u eat! lol! i totally forgot u dun like to pick things from the floor to eat! silly me! darling still so nice to eat the crab anyway.. aww sry dearie will pay more attention next time.
darling im wondering what jokes will u tell me from tmr onwards.. hehe i like jokes! the lamer the better! good luck to both of us for the exams! after that will be chalet time!! weeee! jia u ba my lovely darling!

-forever yours, samuel

reply to my beloved

2008-08-10T14:36:00.002+08:00

亲爱的,
remember yesterday you said on 19 May 2008, when i finally said yes to you, your eyes was filled with fire just like anime characters ? i find you really funny and cute lei (:
BUT at the same time, my heart feels so strong that its the BEST decision i have ever made in my 19 years. *smile*
oujisan.. rly thanks for being so nice to me..i love the way u take care of me, i like the way u help me shell crab even though it dropped on the floor, i oso adore the way u let me win the bubble game.. hehe..
hai but sometimes i think im mean to u.. always making u sad. but rmb i dont mean it de k?
because you are the best thing that happen in my life too!!
i will always rmb the promise u made while we watched the fireworks..& i rly hope it will come true.. and by then both of us will be very gan dong bah.. haha so fantasy..

dear, tgt we jiayou for the upcoming exams k?

p/s. maybe we will not blog or even meet so often during this exam period but i will really miss u loads loads. they say absence makes the heart fonder.. & i believe its true..?

- the girl that loves u alot, felicia ^^

to my beloved

2008-08-10T10:01:00.004+08:00

darling, you're really a very nice girl. u came into my life and swept me off my feet and sometimes im glad i suck at my studies last time which led me to be with u in poly. i had fun last nite, i hope u enjoyed the food. remember my promises to u while we were watching the fireworks? i will keep that in mind always. oh and the promise i made over the phone. its difficult.. but i can try. =) i will listen to ur naggings always yeah? =) i just want u to be happy always. you're the best thing that happened in my life. someday i hope u will be the last person i kiss goodnight and the first person i see in the morning.

cherish u i shall, loving u forever i will...

-always, always yours, samuel

look who's peeping!

2008-08-09T07:21:00.002+08:00

my dearie bought me a t-shirt on thursday. but she peep at me while i changing =( haha din know my dear so pervert! lol she's gonna kill me if she read this. darling, i know u love me alot and want me to be happy. likewise, i want u to be happy too. its about compromising and giving in. i know im a meanie sometimes, but i just dun wanna be disappointed. =( please bear with me sometimes ok? in exchange, you'll have my everlasting devotion, care and love and lotsa TLC!

singing session had been fun tdy. as usual, kim sang like a pro. gonna tie her up 1 day and enter her into some major singing competition! dear i love ur singing too. very girly and cutsey! haha. singing love duet with u was different when i sang with u before we got tgt. i think we sang better cos got more feelings rite? sorry darling for falling asleep so early everytime. =( looking forward to seeing u later! happy national day, my love!

-ever thine, samuel

this is love...

2008-08-08T21:04:00.003+08:00

ai xin chicken porridge

2008-08-07T00:08:00.002+08:00

hello!!
today i had the tastiest & sweetest chicken porridge on earth for my breakfast!!! *love love*
my super lovely oujisan woke up at 6AM early in e morning to prepare and cook e delicious chicken porridge for me! im touched dear(:

it was really suprising because i totally din expect it as tdy's a 8am class.

i asked oujisan why he sudden wil make chicken porridge for me and even bring it all e way to sch.. he said because i like the porridge he cook and fc6 veri unhealthy and boring so chicken porridge wld be nice..um maybe dis is not the exact reason? but nvm & watever i love the porridge !!

dear u r so nice! haha hope tdy u had fun!!
lol i had fun tryin out how to cook popcorn & i still think ''just my luck'' is a good movie!

kk nights lovely oujisan..zzzz

-felicia (:

im sorry oujisan..

2008-08-05T23:03:00.002+08:00

dear..
today had been a bad day..sorry for adding on to your burden..after hearing wad u said, i agree that its my fault for not being understanding and being a petty xiao qi nu ren:(
sry im a meanie :[
so, black and white now here in words, promised i will tell u everything from tdy so you must tell me all your xin shi also k? & qing ai de, of course i will always be willing to share all burdens u have cux u r the oujisan i like alot alot alot for very long very long very long ..

so dun be afraid dear..
remember the sms i send u ytd? i said one of the reason i like u is because u r strong mentally. (maybe physically too after tdy lecture :)
i like u for being so strong for ur family and not giving up. even though how tough your life is, u had never show it to me jus not to let me wry..luckily i found out.. but that very sweet yet silly of u :(
& im xin tong :(

oujisan, i will always think of all the lovely things u had done for me when im angry with u the nxt tym round k.. (hope it wun b often!)
& i think wherever we are, wadever we do, as long as u r beside me, i will still think its worth the time de.. so nxt tym we still can spend little yet haf alot of fun k?

dear, be stronger hor and rmb i wil NEVER dun wan u too (:

- loveya, felicia

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im afraid..

2008-08-04T21:09:00.002+08:00

dearest dear, sometimes im afraid that i cant make u happy. sometimes im afraid that i cant make u laugh. sometimes im afraid u wont find me interesting anymore. sometimes, im afraid of hurting u due to my temper or mood swings. in a nutshell.. im afraid of losing u.

i tried my best everytime to make u happy. i want u to be happy. im afraid one day, u wont find me sweet anymore. if that day should come, i want u to bear in mind that no matter what happens, u will always be the one i did so much for and that i'll love u like i've always been. as long as u still have trust in me that i will give u happiness, my love for u will never falter.

-always, always yours, samuel

Superficial

2008-07-31T07:28:00.002+08:00

We always forget that looks are not everything. what is important is those which remain unseen by pple. Kindness,personality,maturity and knowledge are things which are hard to notice at a glance. moreover,pple tend to be shrouded in a cloud of hypocrisy and dun portray who they really are. it takes time and effort to get to know someone in side. being the lazy pple most of us are, we took the easy way out; judging based on looks.

i know you're beautiful, my love. its your heart that makes mine flutter. your prettie face is a huge bonus to me! =)

-loving u always, samuel

Weeee CooKies!

2008-07-26T22:07:00.003+08:00

today dear made me cookies! even got her finger burnt. aww poor dearie! darling, ur cookies is not as bad as i think it will be la haha. and yes it does taste like old man biscuits! but it still delicious. i finished the whole tupperware in less than 15mins. i think u can go let the others try le on monday. im sure u will improve on ur cookies the next time! jia you k? be more famous than famous amos! ure the 1st girl who ever made cookies personally just for me. so sweet of u. im really touched. really thx!

dear im glad u asked me out to study IAF today. cos i think its for my own good too. i would have slacked at home if not =) the dinner was lovely too! really like it even though the portion damn small! =( oh the magnum ice cream was delicious. buy more for me next time ah! i want the yoghurt de! dear, study hard for IAF k? looking forward to ur next batch of cookies! dun give up! keep on improving. i will be ur guinea pig as long as u want =)

-loving u always, samuel

same boat!

2008-07-23T22:54:00.004+08:00

darling, things are going to get rough these few weeks, especially with exams coming straight away after all our presentations. i think SP is siao! i promise u we will try to sneak in a few relaxing activities despite our busy schedule k? then we will go ALL OUT AFTER EXAMS! i will bbq for u all nite during our chalet. =)

dun be stress out ok? its not the 1st time we get so many shit loads of work. remember we are survivors of 6 papers last semester. what are 4 papers? haha! i will always be here for you to cheer u up with my lame jokes and my cute adorable face! u will survive this semester better since this sem, u have me as your bf! im glad u still like my sweet dream smses. all of them are inspired and written for u only. we will not row the boat together.. i will row it for you. you just relax beside me k? and yes my love, you're my favourite girl today, tomorrow, always. love ya loads!!

-your cute oujisan, samuel

jiayou oujisan(:

2008-07-23T22:21:00.004+08:00

oujisan..
these 2 weeks have been tiring is`nt?
like you, i also hate projects, hate tests, hate school lehhh..
i miss going to kbox, i miss hanging ard in school doing nothing, i miss goin home to sleep straight without doin anything.
haix & stupid exams are round e corner too..sian :(
how i wish we can skip this period of time and fastforward to our chalet date! haha. yeaps im daydreaming urh..
aniway, luckily there`s alway You around me in sch to entertain me! u r my favourite toy momo! hehees..
dear, we can get thru this period tgt one k? we are rowing the same boat and we can survive de! jiayou momo!
work hard and play hard my qing ai de..

- your favourite girl (..? i hope im ) felicia

p/s: haha i like ur LOVE sweet dream message dear..i agree wif it though. im LOVE becux im lovely(:

LOVE

2008-07-22T06:47:00.002+08:00

What is love? according to the dictionary, love is defined as a strong feeling of fondness for someone or fondness combined with sexual attraction. there are several definitions on love. who can exactly describe love? who can judge what love is? do you, my dear, know what love is?why are there so many quotes and metaphors about love?

so many questions about love and not many can answer them. However, your smart, darling oujisan has the answers. my definition of love and the answer to everything on love is....you.
the day i found love is the day i found you. its amazing how so many questions can be answered with just 3 letters!

-ever thine,samuel

2months,8weeks,60days,1440hrs,86400mins and counting

2008-07-19T17:39:00.005+08:00

happy 2nd mth annnnnnnnnnnnnnniiiiversaryy my love!! wow i din know its ur 1st time taking new prints with a guy! hehe guess im the 1st in alot of things in your life eh? haha im so proud of myself! you really think im handsome and cute in the prints? i think you're super prettie and lovely too! cheers to the hottest couple in SP! aka..us! omg i really had fun cam whoring at sp main lib. LOL! funny@ haha! love kim's laptop!!

thx dear for your extremely sugar coated card. almost chew up the card cos its so so sweet! i bought ur card today, too bad no chance to give u. i really enjoyed our outing ytd. its been awhile since i last ate sakae. thx for aggreing to go even though u dun really like sushi =)

they say honeymoon period lasts till the 3rd mth. i say thats does not apply to us. i will prove it to you =) its ok if we can't go out today dear. you're always on my mind and in my heart. it has been 2mths. looking forward to the 20th month and hopefully 200th month! looking forward to spend all my time with u! =)

-yours always, samuel

presenting: momo & hime e nerdys & narcissistss

2008-07-19T14:01:00.008+08:00

hello

2008-07-19T13:36:00.004+08:00

happy 2nd month anniversary dear!

dear..

its already 2 months since we got stuck tgt, how fast..people always say when you spend your time enjoying, time always passes faster than usual. how true..

ytd, my oujisan gave me a catus! its called xiao ci ci.. haa, at fast he wanted to name it xiao yuan yuan cuz e catus was round round one..but i tot xiao yuanyuan reminds me of xiaoyun's bf (sheng yuan) haha.. so decided to call it xiao ci ci instead (:

we also went to take neo prints! dis is e first time i take neoprint wid a guy (my momo!) wad an experience!

dear is so funny, handsome & cute in e neoprints! :D & guess wad, e neoprint dat he decorate was nicer than mine! haha... afterwhich,we spent our day eating! went sakae & ate beef hor fun! & e durians dat oujisan's dad bought!

dear, even though tdy we cant mit on our anniversay due to my cousin's wedding bt at least we had fun ytd rite! & indead 19 is a sweet date :)

enjoy your 19/7/08 dear (:

presenting my xiao ci ci!

as good as the 1st time

2008-07-17T23:13:00.005+08:00

dearest hime, it has been a tiring week indeed. finally can take a breather. ytd was supposed to blog but i fell asleep! haaha! dun nag me k? i was really tired =) so ytd we went to eat chippy again for the 2nd time. although its the 2nd time i ate chippy cheesy sausage with mash potato (yum!), it still tastes as good as the 1st time.

everytime i hold your hands in mine, everytime i hold u in my arms, it always felt as special as the 1st time. every date will be as enjoyable as the 1st.. and every kiss.. will be as lingering as the 1st. will i still feel the same about u as time goes by? will we brave the test of time together? its not easy to be in love. but its easy to love me darling, for u really know how to make me smile everytime. how long will i love u my darling? as long as you ever want me to...as long as my heart allows me to.. i will love u

-forever urs, oujisan momo samuel

project daes :x

2008-07-17T00:13:00.002+08:00

oujisan,
its been a week since we last post! all because of our stupid never ending projects lah :(
but luckily, our gbe ppt & sm report done! Cheers momo!

aniway, for the past week nothing much rly happen rite except dat fateful day when i almost lost ur phone :(
u know, dat time i was rly gulity and scared la momo..actually u oso looked abit fierce liddat :(
heng heng, the kind hearted girl's so nice to return us your phone.. if not, i will be rly guilty and u can be rly mad at me ( if u really angry i can understand) so i think i wun be angry with u..

oujisan bought me nail polish tdy! thanks dear (:

p/s: hope u wont be very very disppointed bout this wkend thingy..i rly think dere will be chance again dear..
i will like u very very very lonnnggg k? *V*

- forever yours, fel

our lovely sm groupmates (:

2008-07-17T00:06:00.005+08:00

love's in the air <3

2008-07-11T00:22:00.001+08:00

im glad your wish came true oujisan (:

2008-07-10T23:30:00.005+08:00

dear momo,

do u know dat u r the 1st guy that visit the temple with me besides my family? haha well, u sld have guessed it..cux its not hard to guess..

tdy is the 2nd time we visited dat temple! but this time round, its to repay the gods! even though its e 2nd time, it still felt as special as the 1st time we went 2 months ago to me.. really (:
i like the serious & sincere look u had when u hold the joss sticks & ask for prayers dear..
& the sweat all over ur face after we prayed (:

oujisan, im really glad that your wish came true..thank god..
if it hasnt, i wldnt know the real meaning of being in love, learning how to love someone & also to be loved by e sweetest oujisan ever..

& dear you r right! the rain was the most glorious rain ever..its shower of blessing..
i think we r blessed to have each other har? its called bliss :)
haha cherish me more ok'?

muacks muacks!
- yours always, hime fel

They heard me...

2008-07-10T21:45:00.003+08:00

about two months ago.. i stepped into a temple near my darling's house. my dad used to bring me to this temple often when i was young. i was quite surprised to stumble upon it again while sending my dear home one thursday afternoon. i guess fate brought us there. =)

everything seemed nostalgic the moment i stepped into the temple. me and my dear (my classmate then =)) then proceeded to offer incense to the deities. i prayed aloud that i want to be accepted by my dear sooner. i promised the Gods i will be back to give thanks should they grant me my wish... 2 months later today, i was back at the temple with my dear! =)

there is this small wishing fountain where people will make a wish and toss a coin into the fountain. to make it even more symbolic, there's a bell right at the top of the fountain. every devotee will try to aim for the bell. the bell will chime loudly once u manage to toss a coin at it.

the first time i went there with dear 2 months ago, i said to her that if i toss and hit the bell the 1st time.. she will be my gf eventually. i took 3 tries....with a 50cent coin! my dear got it after 2 tries with a 20cent coin. ok ok... its not that i sucked at that or anything like that! its just i that i was nervous in getting it the 1st time and i lost focus.. yeah yeah.. i can see u shaking ur head and rolling ur eyes..anyway, today we tried again.. i got it the 1st time with a 10 cent coin!! im awesome... my dear got it after 2 tries again with a 10 cent coin.

The moment we stepped out of the temple...it began to rain. the sun was shining as it rain heavily. people usually associate this kind of rain negatively. to me.. at that time..im sure my dear felt it too, was a sign. sign of approval from the heavens =) the shower of blessings! yup! even though we ran like mad in the rain.. even though we are partially wet.. it was glorious. that had to be the most beautiful rain ive seen.

They heard me...or rather..they heard us...

-forever urs, momo

my funny oujisan

2008-07-08T21:18:00.005+08:00

dearest oujisan,
tdy u r super cute! the way u talk, walk and carry all my things around u makes me realise u r already qualified to become my full time Nan Yong!! HAHA..nxt tym let u go lucky plaza shop shop 2 hrs kays? lol. :P

aww oujisan, projs deadline are piling up.. its time we get worried..we must not pon anymore lectures jus to watch movie k? we must be more studious & serious alright?

aniway, momo, hancock's prettie nice nice (: but LAYS & dat mint choco bisciut isnt too bad too..haha.

kk, love u my momo oujisan!!

- your only hime, fel :)

p/s : momo, dun forget to buy 1034 k ..

Tears...

2008-07-07T20:38:00.005+08:00

dearest hime, one of the most precious things girl has are her tears. 只有真正懂得付出的人才会哭,你知道你已经尽力了，又何必觉得委屈呢? when things do not seem to go your way, when people around you stop listening, when the sun doesnt seem to shine anymore, always always remember that im still here for you.

you are kind hearted and always fun to be with. that what makes you popular among people. u keep saying u do not have any strengths. in actual fact, u possess the greatest strength of all. ur charms! still remember cider? he's charming too, and he's successful! he has lotsa friends to rely on. no man is an island. those who chose to shun the world are those who are self-centered, conceited and selfish.

people tease you because they like u...people who keeps jabbing at your flaws are idiots. stay strong hime, for you always have me and your friends who love you. pity and ignore those idiots who have nobody around them =)

-ur sweet and lovely momo

10 reasons for liking u ..

2008-07-06T23:38:00.002+08:00

oujisan..
duno wad came over to me jus now lah :( im jus...
duno lei..
im crazy...?
stress..?

or yah maybe u r right loh

i got depression ):

its all because of u laa..sigh..

aniway, these are the 10 reasons for liking you as i promised :
momo, here goes,
1) you are veri naggy, resembles my parents
2) you love to copycat me in wadever i do. even wad i tink! (you r a kitty CAT)
3) you like to carry my things ard and kope them back to ur hse as soveniers
4) you like to buy me chocolates so dat i can help u get fat !
5) you adores my whinings & they r music to ur ears eh? more to come soon ok?
6) you got super soft love handles & they r so nice to hug
7) you love to create ur own jokes and laugh at them which can be funny sometimes
8) you are sooo nice to BULLY, e helpless look in your face when i tickled ur ears is so satisfying!
9) you are always ard to provide me wif everything, tissue, water, pen, paper & entertainment (except tdy lor :[ )
10) you are oujisan, the momo dear dat lost so much weight, did so much things for me, what can i say..

& thats all for now..

all the best for your bd ppt momo :)

- this is hime fel

it all about you, my oujisan!

2008-07-06T10:05:00.010+08:00

took a thousands of photos again! these are some of them. still got lots more in xiaomaos' cam.. haha..will post more pics when xiaomao send me!

oujisan is so bad. he tricked us (malissa, trevor & me) to pan pacific den in e end no good food to eat.. but luckily we got a $50 voucher. better than nth. omg. we r so cheapo uh?

aniway, momo dear.. i will think of my 10 reasons why i love you tonight ok! haha now i must get started on my gbe already..

oujisan, im going to miss u tdy

jiayou for ur bd ok..

- missing you, hime fel

10 things i love about u...

2008-07-06T08:23:00.002+08:00

darling hime, these are 10 out of the 10mil reasons why i love you! the rest of the 999,990, you'll know them as we walk down the path of love together =)

I love you because...

1. you're always trying to irritate me
2. you always made me laugh/smile/giggle/rofl/lmao/lol/guffaw
3, you always find it hard to tell me u love me verbally
4. you always refuse to say goodnight to me on the phone unless i nagged for 30mins!
5. you're indecisiveness over things, that's why i appear in ur life..to help u decide =)
6. your consistent whinings (which are music to my ears =)) over small matters
7. you're very very huggable!!
8. everytime ur eyes lit up when when are feeling happy and excited
9. the way u look at every piece of reflective material we passed by

Last but not least......

10. I love the way you love me

-forever yours, momo dear

hime..the sweetest person around..i'll tell u why

2008-07-04T23:57:00.003+08:00

heres why..today we were at LJS having clam chowder soup. then my adorable hime asked me how many kids i would like to have. i told her minimum 2 so the other would not get lonely. she told me she wants 4! so that she'll have 2 girls and 2 boys so they ALL had company! she also mentioned to me that singaporeans ladies do not wish to give birth at all nowadays and she does not understand why. she said that as a girl, she would like to experience pregnancy and the joy of being a mother! aww isnt that sweet? =)

i love kids too darling! ( hint hint*wink wink) anyway, i never eat chippy before is because i not so tan chi as u lor!!! everything also wana try~~~~ =) yes its true that i hate spss alot.. but sometimes, u gotta face up to your problems no matter how sucky it is.. right? your problem is my problem and i'll try my best to solve it for u k? no worries for u anymore from now on!

oh darling just wana tell u some interesting stuffs i saw today at geylang. on my way back, i saw this uncle sneezing and sniffing. then he wiped his mucus onto the seat of a bicycle locked near the mrt there. then he walked away!! LOL i thought that bike was his!! pretty cool huh? =) then there was this uncle at the coffee shop who uses a straw to drink beer! a straw!! which kuku will use straw to drink beer? its like using straw to drink soup!!!!! ok thats all for now. i'll let u know again if i saw something interesting in geylang!

oh im excited bout tmr too! free hotel buffet spread!! yayyyyyyyyy!!~~ slowly counting down the seconds when i can see u again... approximately 48000 secs more to go... time goes by so slowly. cya tmr my prettie princess! love ya loads!

-ur beloved momo dear